31 December 2009


akhir tahun mcm ni laa.. sume dgn azam baru.. ade gak yg malas bebenor nak berazam. kononnye klu ade azam nih tak buat pon. salah sebenarnye pemikiran tuh. korang penah bace or tengok 'Secrets' tak? about the law hape tah tu. kan dalam Islam kita percaya pd Tuhan yang satu. kalau kita betul2 nak, sebenarnya kita boleh dapat. cuma lambat atau cepat je benda tu datang kat kita. yang pasti, Insyaallah dapat. tulaa kalau boleh jangan la doakan yang buruk2. even bnde tu cm terlintas sekejap je pon, sentiasa la berfikiran positif. tapi jangan ingat benda nih cam magik lak. sume tu datang dengan usaha. lepas tu kita berdoa. barula kemudian kita tawakkal. kalau x dapat juga, mest ade sebab musabab DIA tentukan begitu. so jangan la kita cepat putus asa ye?

- cam motivator mne lak nih. tadi dapat tengok Avatar. ingtkan tak best sbb pelik tgk org2 biru kan. tapi lps tgk 'Making of..' nye barula berkobar2 nak pi tgk. ade kaitan pon dgn course ktorg. haha. neway, just wanted to wish fellow bloggers :

stay positive
and be healthy~

28 December 2009

A 'little' something

The Mayonnaise Jar~

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the coffee...

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full.
They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life."

The golf balls are the important things - are your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favorite passions...
- things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car.

The sand is everything else-the small stuff.

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play with your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.
Play another 18 holes.
There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.
Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter.
Set your priorities.
The rest is just sand.

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked.
It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple cups of coffee with a friend."

Please share this with someone you care about. I JUST DID. :)


25 December 2009

25/12 = Xmas and ...

not that i'm celebrating it. haha. it's YANA's birthday today. because i'm kinda bored while waiting for my FO download to finish, i might as well update something here.

dear YANA,
you're twenty now,
so welcome to the club ^^
don't think of it like we're old
think of it like we're maturing ourselves.
20 is of course never too old.
it may be the turning point of your life
even tho some insist on 21.
that's for next year anyway.
and by this i end,
hApPy 20th my friend.
may ALLAH bless u till the end. :D

p/s: i didn't intend it to become a poem. owh well.

p/s 2: jgn la kawan2ku yg lain terase coz aku sayang korg same rata ^^ -payce.


20 December 2009

The rank as promised.. ^^

Firstly, I ranked it according to who I took the liking first(and stayed with it) till my recent crush. haha.. anyway, here goes :

1. Micky Yoochun of TVXQ!

Why : Simply because he's cute. hehe.. He's talented coz he compose/write songs and he practically improved his singing skill A LOT! He used to take the rapping role alongside Yunho but he proved that he really can sing beautifully(e.g Love in the ice, Proud to name a few). Actually, Changmin was my first 'sight' lover coz he looks somewhat similar to Jerry Yan in Rising Sun MV. Yoochun was underrated but when I get to 'know' them via funny clips or whatnot at YT, he really grew on me.

2. Kim Heechul of Superjunior

Why : The reason is somewhat twisted. Why him of all 13 members of Suju? I don't really like him because he was 'pretty' but I love his character. He says whats on his mind, witty remarks.. he's just.. I dunno. haha. He's just a lovable dork. Well people can argue bout his singing but he can really act with that pokerface of his.

3. Andy Lee of Shinhwa
Why : Can't really remember how I got hooked up with Shinhwa but their interviews were hilarious. I like Andy-Eric pair. They both match each other well. Because of him I watched We Got Married. Ahn-seobang~ hehe..

4. Kim Hyunjoong of SS501
 Why : I liked him even before he was famous with his Jihoo character in BOF. I wasn't interested with his group coz their songs are not quite my taste. Only their Deja vu song seems to stick. He has a 4D personality. He's the next couple watched after Ahn-Solbi. He was like a bit 'dead' in BOF but in FO, he came back to his senses. LOL. Some might not know what I'm crapping about right now. huhu..

5.  Big Bang - Daesung, TOP, GD

 Why : Face-wise I like TOP. Sense of humor = Daesung. Talent n personality-wise = GD. anyway they are tied. hehe.

6. Lee Junki

 Why : I don't like him at all in My Girl. but one day I watched the movie(that got his name famous) - The King and The Clown, I had took the liking in his acting at once. After watching Iljimae and some of his fanmeeting clips, this guy is talented yo! haha.. He can actually dance, sing and of course he can definitely act. He's a talented cutie not to be missed. XD

7. Choi Jonghun of FT Island

Why : I got interested with this group because of Hongki when he was a guest in FO. After watching some of the videos related, I simply concluded that I fell for Jonghun the underrated leader. hehe.. love his smile and dorkiness.

8. RAIN aka Jung Jihoon
Why : It took the 2nd time of watching Fullhouse when I had a crush on him. haha.. weird. well it's hard not to like him when all the groups I like look up to him. Anyway, I like most of his songs in Rainism. Love Story especially.

9. Park Jaebom(Jay Park) 
 Why : Interested with 2PM coz of Junho - he's like RAIN's long lost lil brother. After Idol Army and Wild Bunny and some other things, no doubt he's the member I like the most coz of his fail-korean, smile and personality. His unfortunate event saddens many who love him. T,T dorawa~

10. Lee Joon of MBLAQ
 Why : When it was known that Rain will produce a 5-member group, I just watched their first MV naturally. Mir resembles Hongki but it was Joon who got me interested to know more about this group. That attractive smile of his. Although on stage he looks charismatic but he stammers when he's over-excited. He got a deep voice and can sing and dance well. I heart his acting in NA~ hehe..

I'm a music-lover and loves korean variety so that's why most of them on the list are singers. This is only my opinion and got nothing to do with anybody else.

BTW, my typical type of boys I like in reality are nothing close to the ones above. I dunno why but I tend to like those darker than me with an attractive smile and a personality that compliments me well. Just had to say this coz I dont want people to put their hopes high for no reason. -payce.

credit pics : as tagged, 2pm-online, abm, google.


19 December 2009

sorg2 kebuntuan..

lepas post pasal NA trus x update lagi. miahne!~ ^^;
senanye nak cte psl percutian di Pahang minggu lepas.
tapi asl bukak blog je x mood. nk edit gmbr pon malas
satu je gmbr kat Tmn Negara diupload kat FB ku.. huhu..

malas alasan utama la x update tapi, wpon aku de bnyk bnde yg nak diluahkan kat sini, sume nye x kesampaian. manusia macam2 ragam. tu jela kot kesimpulan yg aku dapat wat bile pening dengan sikap n personaliti sesetengah manusia yg aku kenal atau yg x kenal.

famili ke Bukit Tinggi tuk 3 hari. aku x ikut. malas juga menjadi alasan. skang tinggal umah sorg2. tapi time malam, Mizah ade temankan tdo malam la. coz my dad doesnt trust me alone at home. klu siang takpe. hurmm.. tuk mengubati rase bosan, ku melayari YT and beberape bnde wajib yg aku slalu buka. spe tau tu faham2 la obsesi aku tang mane. hua3. k la.. ti klu ade hati n prasaan n stil rse bosan xtau nk wat pe... i'll update on 10 Korean Guys I Really Like and Why. hehe.. nih mas la nih nye keje.. hua3. kidarihaejuseyo~ :D


07 December 2009


ye aku tau la lain orang lain halnye
tapi bile kata x suka
tp masih wat gak, cmne?
wat ape? ha ni yang nak dikesahkan sket...

korg dlu penah tak kene ejek time kecik2 dlu?
mesti rse rendah diri tak?
rse cm marah, sedih, bingung, bengang, sakit ati
time kecik, bdk2 mengejek.. salah mak bapak ke?
salah cekgu mendidik ke?
atau sebenarnye semua terpulang pada individu masing2, ya tak?
nak kate ape ek kat orang2 cmni?
ade aku bace kat buku nih
die cakap i mean tertulis disitu..
orang yang suka menghina and mengejek orang lain ade self-inferiority complex. (sori klu silap eja)
maksudnye die ejek orang len tu atas 'mekanisme bela diri' la?
for what? berbaloi ke? rase puas hati sangat ke hah? tenteram hidup kau?
paling teruk aku pon, aku cakap kat adek beradek sendiri and ade masenye kne la sedar..
tengokla gak kan mood time tuh.. bkn spanjang mase..
jarang or x pernah aku nak ejek orang yg aku x knal or kawan secare berlebih2an

tak ingat ke kita semua melalui roda kehidupan?
kalau dah namenye roda, mestila berpusing kan?
satu hari ko wat orang gitu gini,
kene kat ko balik, jangan pulak time uh nak salahkan TUHAN
nak salahkan orang keliling. cerminlah diri tu sket.
bukan dalam erti kate nak tgk cermin skadar
nak pastikan diri dan penampilan tu kemas&cantik
tapi keperibadian tu sendiri.. kan?
sendiri mau ingat la kalau ko ade wat bende baik ke buruk ke
kalau tak ingat tu amnesia la namenye tuh.

p/s: di atas adalah pengajaran n peringatan pada diriku dan semua. maaf kalau tulisan hati di atas melukakan hati sape2. ia tak bermaksud dengan tujuan itu. sekian terima kasih.


06 December 2009


semalam majlis nikah and kenduri kawen kazen ku. ia telah memberi pengertian baru dalam hubungan kekeluargaan. cukuplah sekadar kami saje yang tau ape yang dah berlaku. yang penting, jangan la kite mengabaikan dan pentingkan diri masing2. baik kawan2 or sedara-mara kite. semoga hal itu kita jadikan iktibar, pengajaran and teladan. tolong menolong ringankan tulang ikhlaskan hati usah pentingkan diri. -payce-

p/s: owh NA.. bilakah aku dapat melihat mu~~~ T,T