Caring so much seems like nothing while caring less..it's a big deal either way.
It is a bit disheartening. Like the feeling of concernity just falls to the wrong person, I guess. Or it's just being seen/felt differently by different people..?
I'm now sure of one thing though. Whether I talked or kept things to myself, I just simply can't satisfy them all. Been like this for the longest time I could ever remember.
"Ditelan mati emak, diluah mati bapak".
This time, I'll just stay quiet. As it is. Whatever it is. However it is.