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Is it because of stress? Is it because of my eating habits? Is it because of me that I seem to be getting sick every now and then. Well the usual sinus, then this fever, cough and cold and the recent one.. an upset tummy..? Seriously. I thought I was food poisoned yesterday, but I didn't throw up. It's just that my poor tummy is playing with the on and off melody of pain plus the backache and the weird high and low body temperature. *sigh*

I really need some focus but I'm like getting blurry by the day.. I don't want it to turn into something negative. BTW, about my trip to Kedah, it was not all that fun because of some negative auras some people exudes. They just really have to kill the mood off don't they.. hurmm.. I'm trying to be positive with them, but we don't really match well. after all that had happened in the past. double hurmm....

To cap it all off, the entire trip seems wasted at some point coz it relives some bitterness that should have been buried, waste of money since we could actually save the second night at the homestay with sleeping in the bus and heading back home. Saturday was a waste really.... then I just had to have this upset tummy the whole Sunday. what luck.


p/s: I'm only making memories with a few people. This just validised(?) the fact that we can't satisfy ALL the people in this world. =/