31 August 2010

At times..

At times you were shy
you couldn't talk to people properly
you would just stay quiet
and always listen what others would say.

At times you were straightforward
your thoughts were expressed
a little less burden at heart.

At times you were mad
you sometimes held it in
for the sake of those who truly cares
but other times
you just can't hold the flame.

At times you were happy
you like to share it with people
help spread the joy to world.

At times you were sad
you just let the tears flow
not because it's a sign of weakness
it's a sign of letting go
the depressing emotion.

At times you were tired
of all the things in life
you manage to get positive
and prepared for the worst
because when it came
you wouldn't feel as bad.


the "you" I'm talking about? .... is me.



p/s : may tomorrow be good.. Happy Merdeka people. Free your mind.
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28 August 2010

This "tudung" I wear

They say, "Oh, poor girl, you're so beautiful you know
It's a shame that you cover up your beauty so."
She just smiles and graciously responds reassuringly,
"This beauty that I have is just one simple part of me.
This body that I have, no stranger has the right to see.
These long clothes, this shawl I wear, ensure my modesty.
Faith is more essential than fashion, wouldn't you agree?

This hijab,
This mark of piety,
Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.
A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

They tell her, "Girl, don't you know this is the West and you are free?
You don't need to be opressed, ashamed of your femininity."
She just shakes her head and she speaks so assuredly,

"See the bill-boards and the magazines that line the check-out isles, with their phony painted faces and their air-brushed smiles?
Well their sheer clothes and low cut gowns are really not for me.
You call it freedom, I call it anarchy."

This hijab,
This mark of piety,
Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.
A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.
Lift the veil from your heart and seek the heart of purity.
- Dawud Wharnsby's The Veil

insyaAllah kalau aku ada kesempatan.. aku nak citer suatu kesah pasal diriku dan tudung. ^^
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27 August 2010

Arigatou Nina-chan!

hehe.. adek aku ade gi Jepun minggu lepas. dia ikut senior dia gi APDSA. ermm tak ingat maksudnye ape tapi pasal gathering student2 Dentistry.

dia citer.. kat sane pon panas gak. bahang sket aa dari kat sini. sebab sekarang kan Summer. nak citer pasal kat sane.. bukan pengalaman aku kan..huhu.. so aku cite pe benda yang aku dapat je kay?

keychain patung pakai yukata? yutaka? kimono? huhu..
selain patung ni dia belikan cardigan gak.. XP 
tapi x amek pon gambar..

owh ye.. adek aku nih dia pi promot sejenis air dari jepon. rasenye tak kan jumpe kot kat sini. TAPI.. rasa air tu ade similar ngan air yakult. alaa air ala solivite perisa natural uh.. tapi yang ni cair sket. tin dorang cam besar. tak macam normal.. o.O



so ni laa air tu.. hehehe.. don't worry. air ni insyaAllah halal.. sebab kawan kepada kawan adek aku yang blaja kat sana dah check ingredient dah.. kan aku cakap.. taste air ni lebih kurang cam air yakult. and air yakult i like! therefore i like this water too.. hua3.. terbuat hipotesis lak... ^^
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26 August 2010

something

Life is like a pen
and no matter how many times you try to pick up the eraser and erase the past, it’ll always be there. Instead of wasting your time trying to erase the past, learn from it, deal with it, and grow from it.


- got this from Kim TY's tumblr but not sure if he wrote it himself or got it from somewhere.
payce.
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21 August 2010

i guess i do have that spontaneous adrenaline of saying something in a certain situation. i thought i could only get angry. since i'm pretty known for my short-tempered -ness. reading the Qur'an helps along with those who are  supportive of me. i mean.. supported me about refraining from getting angry easily. helping to ease out the bad blood.

it's all good.

^_^
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Dear Me,

"How much more grievous are the consequences of anger that causes it"

- Marcus Aurelius
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18 August 2010

SempenaBulanRamadhan

ingin diriku kongsi sesuatu.. sila tekan link bawah nih and tengok dulu video tu. ( tapi tak pasti kalau orang yang xde a/c FB leh tengok ke tak.huhu..)

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1581904676062

kalau share kat FB je.. takleh nak bagi pandangan panjang berjela2 kan.. so kongsikan kat sini jela.

yang pertama nak sentuh pasal hadis yang kat awal video tu. sebelum nih memang ade bace pasal "tak perlu mendedahkan aib sendiri" ni. lagi yang aku baca tu (kat suratkhabar) kat ruangan yang tulis masalah kat ustaz/ustazah tu.. ade sebut pasal kalau kita ade buat sesuatu yang mengaibkan diri kita atau senang cakap contohnya la kan.. simpan majalah 18+. CONTOHNYA.

ustaz/ustazah tu cakap/tulis yang kita tak perlu cerita2 kat orang atau berBANGGA yang kita simpan/baca/tengok majalah tu. hadis dalam video tu pon dah cukup jelas pon sebenarnya.....

hurmm lagi aku nak sentuh pasal orang yang bagi comment ni (kat bawah vid tu):
"alah..orang yg x suka pada hukum islam tu,mmg banyak alasan utk pertikaikannya....dunia akhir zaman...biasa lah...orang yg perangai mcm setan,pakai mcm x cukup kain pown boleh bercakap tentang agama sesuka hati di TV...contohnya para artis yg jahil..."

"mereka cakap pakai tudung atau tak..itu hak masing2...depa ingat Allah cipta hukum nie utk diri depa je ka??....dan ade sesetengah yg cakap"jangan jaga tepi kain orang"...tapi sebagai umat islam..kita harus menjaga tepi kain orang..kita kene menegur dan ditegur..itu lah hukum islam..nak x nak kene ikut..x suka pegi cari dunia lain..sbb dunia ini adalah milik Allah...dan kita sebagai HAMBA YANG HINA perlu mengikut suruhanNya.. "

maaflah kalau bahasa orang tersebut agak kasar. tapi itulah hakikatnya sekarang.

kadang bila bersabar ni ada batasnya.. bersabar dengan kerenah orang yang macam ______. dan bile ditegur/disentuh pasal perangai mereka, boleh pulak buat cerita yang bukan2. nak kata sampai ke tahap fitnah tu.. takla. tapi tu bukan ke dikira sebagai mengadu domba? alih2.. orang yang selama nih yang patut dikira berbudi(kat orang tu) tapi boleh pulak sekarang dipandang enteng (aku pon xpasti maksud aku ni sampai ke x.. -.-).

kalau nak cakap pasal buruk orang.. buruk sendiri pon timbang tara la balik. aku tau aku nih bukannya baik sangat. kalau baik sangat2.. senang je orang nak tindas aku. ejek/caci/maki aku then lepas tu senang je mintak maaf. pastu buat balik benda yang sama. berulang2.

salah ke kalau pendirian aku BERTEGAS untuk menjadi seperti ni?

sesungguhnya yang baik itu datang dari ALLAH dan yang buruk tu datang daripada diriku sendiri.

p/s: tahniah dan terima kasih buat sesiapa yang baca post  nih sampai abes. may GOD bless U. doakan juga aku dapat maafkan orang yang menyakiti hatiku dengan ikhlas... amiin..


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15 August 2010

Cerita Bergambar - KL

suatu hari berjalan-jalan di KL...

- Balai Polis Dang Wangi -
baru bukak so takde maklumat.
disuruhnya kami ke main HQ. =.=
- Chicken Mee Sua -
singgah makan kat KLCC
lepas cari maklumat kat DBKL
sedap je hujan lebat time tuh..
* sorry kalau korang terliur tengok nih ;P *
- Pusat/Museum Kraftangan Malaysia -
muka keletihan sebab berjalan jauh
mereka sempat shopping -.-
alhamdulillah masa jalan tu
hujan renyai2 je..
- Kaixin and June -
time nih baru lepas tengok
seorang lelaki kacak yang tinggi
muka cam familiar..
rupa2nye memang pelakon tuh..
tapi sorry la tak tau nama.. XP
- Batik -
jalan2 situ
tengok ape ada
- Gendang/Rebana (?) -
muka2 yang pegi aritu
- kerusi unik -
what is she doing?
lying around in public?? LOL.
time nih nak gerak balik dah
- SALE -
en.Yusof bawak kami ke sini
sebab nak naik monorail kat BB.
dekat katanya.
takde mase and tenaga nak shopping.
gambar pon jadik laa..
* sorry erni terpotong dlm gmbr.huhu *


- Johor -
next up..
a trip to Batu Pahat. ^^


p/s: i'm killing time. stuck on doing the questionnaire for research.. boo hoo.. dah la esok nak kena present. way to go on multitasking raihan. -.-"
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10 August 2010

IWantToCry

so beautiful.. the piano part at the first part of the song...<3  T_T

- on replay till i sleep from tiredness...



p/s : OUR journey two days ago will be posted when there's pictures.. ^^ till then.
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07 August 2010

Pancaindera..?

naah.. 6thsense la.. hehe.. eh betul ke stylize name grup tu cmtu or cmni >> sixthsense??

hurmm pape la.. u got the message. ^^

kesahnye ade member matrik dlu nih die ajak gi pesat konvo kat UKM, and bile sampai sane.. boleh plak member tu cakap (tambah2 org tu announce kuat gile nak mati) pasal sixthsense nih nak perform semalam. 4 lagu woo.. tapi sian kat org lain yg perform after that.

neway, since ktorg nih menyebok je kat situ (ktorg datang petang and stay sampai malam), lepas gi kedai member baru la ktorg gi cop tempat duduk. haha..

kalau tau guitarist tu lagi hensem.. bek duk kat tepi stage -.-

pape pon ktorg dpt duk depan sblh VIP. kui3. x caye sudey.. gmbr leh tgk2 kat tmpt syaz ye~

owh kawan2 yg diheret skali ke tapak konvo tu (but i didnt drive la hehe..) - kak Sara, Izan, Erni and Syaz yg kunun2nye nak balik awal tapi x jadi. muahaha..



p/s: special thanks to Meya (or Mia..? member Ezy) and rumate sebab bagi tumpang semayang ape sume.. hehe.. ^__^
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06 August 2010

nae moriwa momi appa  na chigum...
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fieldwork!!

yang memenatkan.. semalam boleh la kata duk jalan satu KL. as in.. JALAN.

KTM > jalan > LRT > jalan > bas > jalan lagi > monorail > jalan-jalan lagi..

aiseyh penat tapak kaki ku.. serius salah pakai sandal semalam. aiyoyo..

BUT.. sume penat x rase sangat bile ngan kawan2. thanx to kaixin and jun yang sudi "heret" diri ku most of the time.. haha..

yang gi lapan orang.. pulang pon lapan orang tapi sorang tu leh tukar jantina. kui3

aah ade satu makan tu cam sedap woo.. ade rase ala2 kimchi gak (wpon sblm nih x penah pon makan kimchi) kat KLCC foodcourt. name tempat tu Snack Itz. camtu la kot eja nye. makan Chicken Mee Sua. nanti la upload gambar. tah mane pi hilang nye usb tuh..

owh pagi tu bile nak inform kat lecturer yang ktorg wat fieldwork, ade plak lecture tengah jalan. (agak suke n bergembira la organism KONON nye sebab ktorg xde dalam kelas) *bukan salah kami otak korang proses ari isnin tu xde lecture.huh*

lepas dah camtu.. ktorg trus call dr.rizal kul 9lebih lepas sampai KLSentral tanya pasal pelepasan klas. time tu gak aa doc cakap pasal klas isnin depan x sempat wat presentation (YE KTORG TAU LEBIH AWAL. WALAUPON TAK DATANG KELAS. tak perlu menggelabah bajet bagus)

- kalau ktorg busuk ati.. xde nye ktorg nak pass the message kat sorg dak laki nih. kelaka sungguh otak korg berfungsi ye. Oops! mane la tau kalau2 aku salah yang korang nih dah tau pasal info tuh sehari sebelum ke ape ke. duh. yeah right.


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03 August 2010

grateful


so be THANKFUL and GRATEFUL. stop whining and complaining and LIVE WITH IT.
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01 August 2010

catatan

mak bagi bawak keta dia masa balik dari PKNS. hehe.. one smooth ride i tell ya. ^___^
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