Weird huh how it turn out to happen right exactly on the 8th of March 2014..? I just have mixed feelings about it as a whole. It was very dry and hot here in the Peninsula of Malaysia the past 2-3 months I guess. Then with the haze and sudden burning of the woods because the air was dry. Moreover with the mysterious disappearance of the MH370 KUL-Beijing. And not to forget those young people who died because of an overdose of drug in that infamous festival. uurgh too much too handle...
But alhamdulillah, for the past few days, it rains everyday. Allah knows it was too much for us to face it at one blow so HE showed mercy.. "Then which of the Blessings of your Lord will you both (jinns and men) deny?" (Ar-Rahmaan : 18)
I've been lacking in so many areas right now. Such as with the struggle to stay istiqomah with my ibadah. Seeing signs right in front of my eyes that the END is so near yet I fail myself to get better each and everyday. Seeking repentance.. for who knows when will we take our last breath. After that.. it's just too late.
Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim.. May we die in husnul khatimah (pengakhiran yang baik) and with the shahadah as the last words. Laa ilaha illallah Muhammadurrasulullah. Ameen ya rabbal 'alamiin..