DarkSide

There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
It can become
A few give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?
(Kelly Clarkson )




- my dark side that I wish it could be buried. but if you find out about it dear.. will you still love me and stay by my side..?*own monologue*

After 1 year..

Times fly so fast.. it has been 1 year since I finished my IND course and.... getting back in contact with him ;)

Within the span of 1 year, I got to do two jobs. Well my first job, after 4-5months being my mum's driver, isn't actually IND related. But it was something new. At least I got to overcome my fears and insecurities when I talk to other people. Everything was fine, no major incident. Except perhaps there was this one time, an African guy came to do scaling and he was like flirting and even asking me to marry him! urghh... it was scary and I asked the doctor to get him out from there. (tetibe selepas peristiwa tu berlaku, kat tv tengah kecoh pasal penangkapan orang2 dia kat mana ntah tak ingat.. phew..good thing I never met him again)

Ok that was just one incident. Nothing extra-ordinary after that. I'm currently at UKM right now and no I'm not doing my MA here. I guess I need to settle down (if you know what I mean*wink2*) first before I pursue my education. For now, I would love to join classes or short courses that would involve any design software and until recently, my love for crafts is coming back at me again.. hehe.. I love handmade stuffs. Whether it's a card, bags, keychains, scrapbooking.. anything to do with art then I'll just simply love it!


- terliur tengok ada orang ni buat handmade card.. adekah nak asah bakat balik nak wat handmade kad raya untuk orang?hehe.. tapi benda ni tgk mood gak.. takde mood memang tak jalan.. seni la katakan.. heh.