[ Life.Like.This ]

2012-02-13T13:06:00.000+08:00

bismillahirahmaanirahiim..

"..fastabiqul khairat.." (2:148)

..so hasten towards all that is good..

an ukhti(sister) taught me a lesson on striving to do all the good deeds lillahita'ala. for example like doing the sunah prayers, fasting, giving to the poor and many others. she said, "why didn't we grab the chance to do the good deeds, when somebody else told us about all the great benefits of doing it?do we feel pressured because it is a forced action and want to instil ikhlas in our ibadah?then force yourself to do it and pray to Allah to instil that ikhlas within you. because HE holds the heart of every mankind..and as a servant, we must obey to HIM and only HIM."

needless to say, insyaAllah I'll strive harder to do it little by little, istiqamah with my actions.

Jom berlari mendapatkan keredhaanNya, daripada masih berdiri mengharap redha manusia.. ^_^

may Allah bless you brothers and sisters.

a change.

2012-02-03T10:13:00.000+08:00

some changes need adjusting. I just have to adapt with my new surroundings.

p/s: gaya camni ade hati nak gi blaja luar negara..? adoiyai aku ni ponn.. xpe. terus menabahkan diri. insyaAllah ada sisi positifnye....

Instinct

2011-12-31T23:25:00.001+08:00

When u go by it
U really do have amazing results.

Though I cant give in the details..
Lets just say I end my 2011 with something sweet..^_^

Alhamdulillah...

P/s: Bvlgari. I didnt know it has a sweet smell..hmm I like it ;)

Living life

2011-12-08T20:25:00.001+08:00

It's the 8th of December now.. How time fly so fast. I pray that I could move ahead of time to become better Muslim and my future goal will not be about dunia but about akhirat as well. Alhamdulillah.. Ever since I broke down pretty bad after my final year presentation, Allah sent me people who could help me along the way to find His blessings. qada' and qadar.. As Muslims, we must believe in it. There's always a reason to everything and of course Allah wouldnt possibly test us with hardships more than we can face it, right?

Humans.. We will forever get hurt if we live to please other peoples' satisfaction but if we live and do everything because of Him, surely the heavy burden we feel at first will slowly disappear because He is the one made us, the Almighty. He doesn't need us, but we surely and desperately need Him. ;)

There's something I read in a book, or somewhere, I can't remember but it says that, if we want Allah to hear our doa and make our dreams come true but in reality we couldn't pray(solat) early, zikir and read the Quran to get closer to Him, then how do we expect Him to grant our wish, right?

I hope to stop complaining about every other little things and start to feel grateful and live humbly, do more good deeds, forget about other people's bad deed and forgive people more. As long as we know we're doing the right thing accordingly to the Quran and sunnah, whatever other people have to say is irrelevant.

Innassolati, wanussuki, wamahyayaa, wamamaati, lillahi robbil 'alamin.

Positivity

2011-11-02T18:19:00.000+08:00

We're used to being quick to judge people and the situation but never really realised that our thoughts tend to think of the negative perspective first rather than looking at it in a positive light.

Is it because we're all paranoid or what? In the end..whether we could see the truth or not, most of the negative conclusions are so wrong. Someone asked me to always, ALWAYS think positive towards everyone and in any situation because we might hurt people in the process and most importantly, end up hurting ourselves.

Life is much sweeter if we stay,think and act positive, right? ;)

May Allah bless you..

That day has come and passed..

2011-10-23T16:35:00.000+08:00

Changes

2011-10-15T17:54:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah.. I can see positive changes from the people around me. Many have come to their "senses" whether or not it was because of me or someone else. The fact that Allah moved their hearts is what matter most. Time is near.. As much as I am afraid right now..all I can do is to turn to Him. Be with Allah and He will be with you. He was never far from us. We avoided Him because of our sins but know that He is All-knowing and Forgiving.

IWishYouHere. Seriously.

2011-10-07T22:26:00.001+08:00

"Damn

What I'd do to have you here...

I wish you were here.

Damn

What I'd do to have you near...

I wish you were here."

-A.L

Men need their spaces to love again. They go into their cave when they have problems.

Women needs attention and care when they're upset. They are like waves, having ups and downs.

It's not the mens' fault. It's just part of being a women.

We don't necessarily becomes moody or upset during PMS, it just happens.

We just need the support, care and attention when we're in this state. If we were asked to feel differently, then that's when it turns cold.

Men have their own cycle. Same goes to women in general.

p/s: akibat baca Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus by John Gray. baru baca separuh. hurmmmm...

Mace2

2011-09-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

Ape ke sengalnye diriku ini sebab baru tau teknik terbaek mak buat teh susu yg digemari abah tercinta ialah...jangan letak gula. Padanla aritu buatkan air tu utk mak mase mak demam..rse x best je..LOL. nilah masalahnye klu ikut lidah sendiri. Heh.

Klu disuruh wat lauk yg berasaskan sotong..lagi haru jadinye. Taste lidah ni pelik sket. Nak paksa makan sotong mmg xleh telan sbb rse mcm kunyah getah. Klu yg sotong kering bergula tu layan la gak..haih mace2 perangai XD

2011-09-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

What people don't know won't hurt them. What people know, might only be half the truth. It's best that we keep 'certain' conclusion to ourselves. Whatever it is, a situation, if look upon the positive side, it's better that way.

Sebenarnya..ilmu yg kita dapat..semua ni atas izin Allah. Ada yang lambat tau sesuatu tu mesti ade hikmah disebaliknya. Macam kanak2, takkan kita nak ajar dia addmath time dia darjah satu kan? So apa2 ilmu pon..nak diserap ke dalam otak tu ada peringkat2nye..

InsyaAllah suatu hari nanti korang akan paham ape aku cakap nih..kalau x paham skrg takpe. Yang penting kena sentiasa bersangka baik.sebab kita tak tau semuanye..kan? ;)

me

2011-09-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

I havent been writing in english for a long time. it's kinda rusty. hurmm.. I need to brush it up again. but somehow in one way or another.. I dont really feel like I "speak" in english anymore. I mean.. everytime I'm alone and lost in my thoughts, it's was always, almost most of the time, it will be in english. but now, I dont "hear" it anymore. even to this point that I'm posting this short post, I'm struggling to keep it in all english. weird. maybe because..... hehe. ^^ nevermind. whatever it is, if one doesn't want to loose a knowledge, either practice it or live with it. there's a saying that goes, "it's not that you can't do it, you just choose not to do it." and yeah.. I agree. you want it or not, you decide. no one else can make the decision for you. hurmm..

Layan je.. ^^

2011-09-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

When you're searching for the light
and you see no hope in sight
be sure and have no doubt
He's always close to you

He's the one who knows you the best
He knows what's in your heart
you'll find your peace at last
if you just have faith in HIM.

p/s: I DO believe. ^_^

Posto posto..

2011-09-19T21:55:00.000+08:00

kalau cakap pasal satu sampul surat biru nih.. geram je aku kang.. rasenye tak sampai lagi surat tuh. bukan surat pon. takkan sebab stem tu x cukup? nak kena check dgn pejabat pos ke? malas plak.. hurmm takpe la.. takde rezeki orang tu.. eheh.

owh aku tak btau or post lagi ke dalam nih yang aku dah keje? well randomly insane(not really), i'm now working somewhere underground. hahaha.. takde la. just tempat and bidang keje tu takde kene mengena langsung dengan course yg aku amek nih.. stakat ni alhamdulillah aku rase tenang je keje sini. takde la nak dok keja deadline keje xsiap ke hape ke. yang penting niat betul2 kerana Allah. sebab kalau tak.. jadik sume serba tak kena. betul nih. serius aku cakap. kalau niat dah lari.. abes la nanti sia2.

tapikan tapi... aku tau.. parent aku, especially mak yg dikasihi, kalau boleh nak anak dia buat something la yg ade kaitan dengan degree. coz seriusly keje aku skg nih.. bak kate ayh aku snanye "below average". eh bukan abah merendah2kan keje nih. abah just state cmtu sbb aku gi gatal tanye pasal zakat ape sume. so abah jawab la yg keje aku tu.. xperlu bayar zakat perniagaan(?) sbb below average income.

well apepon.. aku bersyukur gak. memang la aku xkan keje yg ni lame2.. sbb kang tak gune bakat seni(ade ke?) nih kang leh lupe gitu mmg rugi benor la kan.. takpe insyaAllah ade rezeki aku leh wat freelance. hehe..

aku ske pe keje nih. aman. terjaga. leh bantu tingkatkan softskills bercakap dengan orang lain. hehe.. ^^

p/s: xmo la ckp direct aku keje ape. hint nye : gigi. XD

black&blue

2011-09-07T01:51:00.000+08:00

Laillahaillahulmalikulhaqqulmubin

bismillahitawakkaltu'alallah

laahawlawalaquwwataillahbillah

sesungguhnya hanya kepadaMu kami berserah.

amiin.

random

2011-09-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

...as i was stalking someone (bukan sebab dia special. sebab dia klaka macam adek2), i just knew that friendster is not the same as before. they did a TOTAL major change. d*mn. abes blog lame and gambar2 aku dalam tuh.. =.="

p/s: banyak kenangan plak tu... hurmm.. sayang betul. tapi nak wat cane.. there's no "if only i did this or did that".. dah terjadi pon....hurmm..

Raya 2011

2011-09-02T20:51:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah raya tahun ni akhirnye lengkap satu famili.. nak gambar? gambar tak banyak amek. malas punye pasal. video adela coz tahun ni ade "persembahan" dari adek2 kecik. haha.. comey je dorang. tapi kan.. mule2 tu.. adeke pokteh suruh aku gi bantai nyanyi di aidilfitri..?? LOL. takde makne nye nak aku nyanyi2. no way. syukurlah suara nyanyian ku tak sedap. eheh.

erm.. raya kali ni aku mcm sangat2 bersederhana. mungkin sebab aku dah abes blaja pastu 3 bulan menganggur. cam tak syok nak shopping sakan tak ingat akhirat plak kan.. pastu on the day ktorg nak balik kampung tu.. mak terkejut sebab aku ade sehelai je baju raya(biru la opkos. hehe) aku pon cane lak leh tak sedar aku de satu je.. patut aritu nak gi beli jubah tapi asek la nye bertangguh. in the end mak bagi baju kurung cotton dia satu. jadilah dua. alhamdulillah. rezeki gak tu kan? ;)

ermm.. ramai kata tak elok nak bergelak ketawa sakan sangat. kang nanti sedih dikemudian hari. tapi mase balik kmpg aritu, ablong tak henti2 wat lawak masuk air dia tuh. adoi nak pecah perut. mentang2la bukan dia yg drive. owh ktorg 1st time raya bawak dua keta. al-maklumlah sume badan dah besaq2. mane muat satu keta. since aku yg drive kat highway sampai tol air hitam, abg aku amek alih tuk jalan kampung. saje je malas nk drive kat jalan kampung XP

awal gak ktorg balik kampung. 26hb lps terawih tu trus gerak. sian kat tokmak coz dia x bape sihat sebab jaga cucu baru(anak 2nd moksu). pengalaman raya tahun nih, aku try wat kueh goyang sampai terpecik minyak panas kat tangan T.T tapi bahan nye tokmak la bancuh. aku ngan adek aku tukang "cetak" kueh goyang n goreng. pastu ingat lepas tu nak wat rempeyek. sedap gile la tokmak buat. aku ske yg kacang dal nye. sbb kacang tu tak keras sangat.

and then ape lagi aku wat..? aku anyam ketupat gak. rasenye dah dua tahun kot. ke 3 thn tah. adek aku yg ajar. sblm2 nih abah ade ajar tapi time tu aku x cukup kesabaran nak wat. ni dah pandai sket.. ok la tu. hehe.. tapi bab masak rendang ke ape ke.. aku masih belum reti. hanya tolong mak kacau kuali je. dah mak master chef. nak wat cane.. nanti la nak berguru dengan mak. pastu kena rajin blaja masak kuah lemak gak. ehem3. ;)

ha ni baru cite bab raya kat johor. kat melaka nak cite.. agak sedih sket. ktorg cam terkejar2 nak ziarah umah org coz kne balik umah cepat coz adek2 ade yg nak UPSR, PMR n ade yg nak siapkan assignment. hurmm..

kay aa.. penat korg baca aku membebel. cmnila prangai kalau takde sape nak dengar cite kte kan..(alamak cam sedih la plak bunyik) akhir kata, ambe nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin. aritu tak menyempat wish ponn.. harap2 takde yg berkecil hati. jom berlapang dada and elakkan bersangka buruk kat orang lain.. insyaAllah.. semoga Allah terima amalan kita semua. aminn..

Senyap

2011-08-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

...I need time to think but time is running short every second of my life.

"sebab jauh..jatuh bangun sendiri"-dia.

puasa&ramadhan

2011-08-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

ermm harap takde nak salah paham nape entry ni buat dalam 10 ari terakhir puasa. tahun ni dah nak sampai penghujung, ade yang gembira sebab makin meningkat usia ni dia rasa leh bebas wat macam2. well adult la katakan.. apa yang tak bole wat masa kanak2 leh wat masa dah "dewasa" ni kononnye..

tapi kan.. dari dulu ustaz and ustazah dok cakap kat anak2 muridnye.. pertambahan usia ni sebenarnya suatu tanda yang kematian pon menghampiri (adekah BM aku macam bercelaru? hmm maaf.) ye, betul kematian tu boleh datang bila2. eh jap.. nape ek aku cakap pasal ni sedangkan tajuk post lain..? haa..

alkisahnye bagi sesape yang tau, sejak ari last aku tamat belajar dari UPM ni.. terus berubah. senanye perubahan tu dari dulu aku nak, yang aku cari tapi sebab masa belajar tu selalunya "go on with the flow". cam takde nak berhenti sejenak and berfikir. berfikir yang sunguh2. bukan pikir masalah model tak buat, sketches tak cukup, masalah kengkawan etc etc..

fikir tujuan hidup. kenapa aku hidup? aku melakukan sesuatu untuk apa atau siapa sebenarnya?

dulu masa zaman skolah ade la gak cekgu2, ustaz n ustazah nak dok nasihat ape sume. ni masuk je U, haih takde dah sume tuh cuma kalau dapat lecturer yang best, ermm maksud aku di sini best, dia tak tekankan akademik semata2 tapi kerohanian gak, klu dapat yang camtu memang bersyukur dah.

kalau korng ade tgk satu vid ni pasal Amer ex-ruffedge dalam "Ini Kisahku", ade sorg kwn dia ckp "nak berubah ke arah kebaikan ni susah. memang kena usaha dan istiqomah. nak jatuh tergelincir tu senang sangat. teramat la senang..." (camtu lebih kurg bunyiknye. aku tak quote sejibik2.)

nak nasihat orang lain lebih2 keluarga sendiri memang payah. tapi.. kang tak nasihat kena "tarik" plak.. sebenarnye aku ni wat post nak berbasa-basi tapi dah lain macam plak. haha.. ni sume gangguan sebab tadi terhenti taip, terus otak jalan je.. dah nampak macam merapu.

k lah sebelum lebih parah.. baik aku berhenti. sebelum aku tu nak cakap, Selamat Mengejar Malam Lailatul Qadr. you'll never know it may be your last.. or my last.

p/s: sungguh aku rasa cukup lain dengan Ramadhan kali nih.

pp/s: sebab teman borak takde, or tak dapat nak borak lama, ni la start punca nak membebel kat dalam blog. =.="

Hakikat Bahagia

2011-08-13T12:08:00.000+08:00

hey. bukan nak berjiwang2 la.. nak "ulas" sket pasal satu lagu nasyid nih. dulu aku dengar.. paham atas angin je. maksud aku.. tak betul2 paham dari segi tersiratnya. dari segi "hakikat" nya.. hehe.. meh sini usha vid ni jap..

senanye nak ulas panjang2 pasal bende ni.. tapi tadi "hanged" plak laptop ni.. ermm.. tapi kalau korang dah tengok vid nih.. tentu korang pahamkan? kalau tau Islam.. insyaAllah memang akan paham. ^_^

p/s: 100th day.

Terjawab..

2011-08-11T06:51:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah thank you ya Allah.. Tersedar terjawab dan segalanya lebih jelas..apapun semua ni qadak n qadarNya. ;)

P/s: abglong balik minggu depan..semoga Allah melindungi dan merahmati perjalanan pulangnya..amiinn.

Fikir2kan..

2011-08-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

...semalam aku masih diketawakan. Mungkin bagi mereka pertanyaanku semalam mengundang rasa geli hati yang amat. Hanya kerana aku ni "budak baru dapat hidayah". Agaknya mungkin inilah antara sebab nape aku tak penah nak join usrah. Ilmu, yang dicari, kalau tak tahu..apalah salahnya bertanya bukan? Mereka bimbang aku menjadi "sesat" sebab aku masih "baru nak mengenal nak belajar ape itu islam"..?

Kenapa pula aku diperlekehkan camtu? Sedangkan dari dulu aku ada belajar pendidikan agama islam. Memang dalam peperiksaan aku tak dapat yang terbaik untuk subjek tu..tapi tak bermaksud aku jahil sungguh dan tak tau pape. Aku cuma terleka..lalai. Tapi prinsip aku masa tu "apela gunenye dpt A subjek tu tapi tak dipraktikkan dalam khidupan shari2 sbg seorg muslim"..

Aku ckp cmni bkn sbb skrg aku nk mnjadi ustazah. Aku tak sempurna. Bnyk btul yg aku kna blaja. Aku tgh cuba perbaiki diri. Menjadi lebih baik..takkan masih nak berada ditakuk lama,kan?

Pg tadi tergerak hati buku yg ablong beli zaman skolah dlu tajuknye Deep Thinking: Bagaimana Seorang Muslim berfikir by Harun Yahya. After reading it, semua yang berlaku kat aku hanya dugaan kecil berbanding ape yg Adnan Oktar lalui..kesimpulannya,i'm not crazy. Hasbiyallah..(cukup Allah bagiku)

Ya Allah..kuatkan hatiku berjalan menuju redhaMu..Lindungilah dan jauhkanlah kami muslimin dan muslimat sekalian daripada fitnah almasikh dajjal..amiinn.

La Tahzan

2011-08-09T12:52:00.000+08:00

tak. aku bukan tengah bersedih. tapi nak share satu video kat sini. alkisahnye video ni aku tujukan kat KakSarah n my cousin Payha. tapi masa dedicate video ni kat dorg dlm fb, aku sendiri tak tengok lagi video ni. then tergerak jugak la hati ni nak tengok skali. Ya Allah.. laju betul air mata aku mengalir.. sungguh. banyak yang kita tak sedar nikmat Allah.. bila dah susah baru nak terase ape sume...

ni tadi aku tengok lagi video ni.. masih lagi mengalir air mata. terharu dan bersyukurnya aku dilahirkan dalam Islam. sesungguhnya itulah nikmat yang besar ku rasakan.. cuba bayangkan kalau kita ni lahir2 dalam keadaan kafir.. camne? Allah.. apapun.. bersyukur lah dengan apa yang ada.. ok kawan2? ^_^

2011-08-02T00:27:00.000+08:00

Duhai hati
Sabarlah
Tabahkan hati
Sabar kay?

Dah. Jangan nangis.

Allah kan ada.

Senyum kay?

Senyum.

Tidur baca doa.

Istighfar banyak2.

Isbir ya raihan. Isbir.. :)

monologue

2011-07-30T12:00:00.000+08:00

It is quiet.

What's quiet?

Shhh...

maybe it's calm
or maybe..

By being positive
I suppose it is calm.

Yeah. It is calm.

What's calm?

My heart right now.

ermm..

2011-07-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

kalau otak ni pikir macam2..
tapi hati tak rase pape pon..
maksud ku..
tak rase sama serabot dengan
ape yang otak ni tengah pikir..
tu tandanye ape yek..?

ada orang tu btau..
kalau hati tu tenang..
maksudnye takde ape la..
lain la kalau rase macam..
berdebar? eh gementar?
i mean hati tu tengah "something2"
maaf bahasa ku kurang arif...
tapi macam tu la..

nak tanya nak tanya.. tapi kalau tanya sekarang.. tak semestinye dapat jawapan sekarang.. dah tiga hari dah..... isbir isbir.. =/

Pengalaman dan.. kerisauan?

2011-07-27T08:07:00.000+08:00

Semalam alkisahnye aku gi klinik gigi tempat adek aku keje. klinik tu kepunyaan kawan kepada mak aku. makcik tu ktorg kenal dari UK lagi.. erm tapi aku gi sekerat hari la. stat masuk lepas zohor.

haa sebab apa aku menyebok kat situ..? nak cek gigi? nak wat braces? memang sepatutnye dalam rawatan pon tapi semalam aku gi bukan atas sebab2 tu. snanye makcik or dokter tu nak cari pengganti adek aku. sebab dia kan nak masuk belajar balik bulan 9 ni. so aku yg takde keje ni la calon terdekat. tu yang semalam nak gi tengok cara2 dorg keje ape sume. so takdela nanti first day aku masuk (insyaAllah) baru nak terhegeh2 belajar kan..

aku tengok orang cabut gigi macam mane. ouch! orang tu mungkin la tak rasa pape sebab dah kena bius. tapi aku yang tengok ni macam ngeri. nasib la aku takde fobia darah ke ape. erm lain2.. aku tengok macam2 tali braces. batak betul. haha.. aku pon still dalam proses nak pakai ke idok. adek aku cakap tak perlu sangat coz aku bukan kes yang extreme. LOL. pape jela. nanti tu kena wat istikharah kalau dah serabot sangat pikiaq.

erm lagi..? nak cakap pasal kerisauan. mak ayah n adek aku dok risaukan aku ni tak keje2 lagi. aku nak dok relax kat umah pon rasa berat hati. senanye aku dok umah, takde la aku membuang2 masa macam masa cuti sem dulu2.(macam aa dah lama benau aku abes degree) boleh aa nak cakap aku ni dalam mode "bertapa" bukan melingkau je (gaya orang melaka cakap memang gini. bukan aku salah eja ke ape k?)

lagi satu yang dorg risau sebab.. dorg kalau boleh nak aku cari keje yg bersesuaian dengan bidang aku which is design. ye betul aku minat design2 ni but then yang aku tak berkenan nye apsal la kategori designer ni takde yang TAK soSIAL. well memang la kena mingle with clients apa sume tapi perlu ke nak layan client or wat meeting kat tempat2 yang tak sepatutnye..? and the so-called dress code for designers-to-be, perlu ke nak pakai macam tu sebab semata2 nak tunjuk diri kita ni designer..? tak leh ke pakai sopan2 sket janji keje jalan? haih ni la mentaliti manusia sekarang dan menjadi sebab2 apsal aku memilih sangat tempat keje.

lagipon aku dengar pengalaman keje lecturer aku, dengan diri aku yang macam ni lagi (perempuan.lain sket style nye.leh jadik banyak fitnah).. aku rase memang tak boleh. tak sesuai dengan jiwa betul. cukuplah time belajar dah rase tempias2 macam tu. (kang aku mintak keje kat tv9 gak nih.... =.=")

hoh panjang aku membebel. well benda ni dah lama aku simpan. setengah orang tak paham. takpela. mungkin cara kita tengok sesuatu tu dengan perspective yang berbeza. ko nak yang macam tu, suke hati ko la. jangan tarik2 aku or nak ajak2 aku wat benda2 yang kurang patut or memang tak patut. kay? wassalam. sekian saje buletin hari ni.

p/s: kemerapuan post ni terserlah sebab aku tengah penat ni. tapi nak gak wat post baru. kang lupe plak.

A song.. with L.O.V.E

2011-07-21T11:10:00.000+08:00

he dedicated this to me.. the lyrics are like our EXACT situation we are in.. therefore we sincerely, from the bottom of our hearts, thank Allah SWT. Alhamdulillah.. may this ends in Jannah. ^_^

padaMU ku bersujud..

2011-07-13T09:18:00.000+08:00

Ku menatap dalam kelam
tiada yang bisa kulihat
selain hanya namaMu, ya Allah

Esok ataukah nanti
ampuni semua salahku
lindungi aku dari
segala fitnah

KAU tempatku meminta
KAU beriku bahagia
jadikan aku selamanya
hambaMu yang selalu bertaubat

Ampuniku ya Allah
yang sering melupakanMu
saat Kau limpahkan karuniaMu
dalam sunyi aku bersujud

-Afgan.

2011-07-09T02:11:00.002+08:00

Can't help but wait...

Pesanku pada si dia..

2011-07-08T12:21:00.002+08:00

Tolong sampaikan pada si dia…

Tolong beritahu si dia aku ada pesanan
buatnya..

Tolong beritahu si dia, cinta agung
adalah cintaNya..

Tolong beritahu si dia, cinta manusia
bakal membuatnya alpa..

Tolong nasihati si dia, jangan
menyintaiku lebih dari dia menyintai
Yang Maha Esa..

Tolong nasihati si dia,jangan
mengingatiku lebih dari dia mengingati
Yang Maha Kuasa..

Tolong nasihati si dia, jangan
mendoakanku lebih dari dia mendoakan ibu
bapanya..

Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan
Allah kerana di situ ada syurga..

Tolong katakan pada si dia, dahulukan
ibu bapanya kerana di telapak itu
syurganya..

Tolong ingatkan si dia. Aku terpikat
kerana imannya bukan rupa..

Tolong ingatkan si dia. Aku lebih
cintakan zuhudnya bukan hartanya..

Tolong ingatkan si dia aku kasihinya
kerana santunnya..

Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia mula
mengagungkan cinta manusia..

Tolong tegur si dia, bila dia tenggelam
dalam angan-angannya..

Tolong tegur si dia, andai nafsu
mengawal fikirannya..

Tolong sedarkan si dia. Aku milik Yang
Maha Esa..

Tolong sedarkan si dia. Aku masih milik
keluarga..

Tolong sedarkan si dia, tanggungjawabnya
besar kepada keluarganya..

Tolong sabarkan si dia, usah ucap cinta
di kala cita-cita belum terlaksana..
Tolong sabarkan si dia, andai diri ini
enggan dirapati kerana menjaga batasan
cinta..

Tolong sabarkan si dia, bila jarak
menjadi penyebab bertambah rindunya..

Tolong pesan padanya. Aku tidak mahu
menjadi fitnah besar kepadanya..

Tolong pesan padanya. Aku tak mahu
menjadi punca kegagalannya..

Tolong pesan padanya aku membiarkan Yang
Esa menjaga dirinya..
Tolong khabarkan pada si dia. Aku tidak
mahu melekakan dia..

Tolong khabarkan pada si dia. Aku mahu
dia berjaya dalam impian dan cita-citanya..

Tolong khabarkan pada si dia, jadilah
penyokong dalam kejayaanku..

Tolong sampaikan pada si dia. Aku
mendambakan cinta suci yang terjaga..

Tolong sampaikan pada si dia,cinta
kerana Allah tidak ternilai harganya..

Tolong sampaikan pada si dia, hubungan
ini terjaga selagi dia menjaga hubungan
dengan Yang Maha Kuasa..

2011-07-06T10:20:00.000+08:00

I'll always remember.
Don't worry kay? ^^

But if in Allah's will, I can't seem to remember any of it, do kindly remind me with love and care..InsyaAllah the heart will remember...

Tarikh Hijriah

2011-06-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

ermm sebelum ni masa umur masih belasan tahun (isk2), ade gak cam tertanya2 bila 8 Mac 1989, ape tarikhnya dalan Tahun Hijrah kan.. sekarang baru tau (tu pon lepas mr.LOL yg tanya.. taktau dia nak tau nape.. stil lom dpt jwpn waktu post ni ditaip ;p )

makanya aku lahir pada 27 REJAB 1409. haa siap ngan tahun lagi tu.. ermm by right.. klu ikut tahun hijrah sekarang iaitu 1432, aku dah berumur 23 tahun.. so boleh tak aku ngada2 nak cakap yang 29 JUNE 2011 ni bersamaan dengan 27 REJAB 1432? bukan nak suh korang sambut pon.. saje nak rase lain la sebab dah tau tarikh lahir dalam tahun hijrah kan.. ^^

p/s: klu nak tau tarikh korg plak.. gi google "hijrah date converter".. haa pe lagi.. gi aa cek.. XD

=^_^=

2011-06-18T09:14:00.000+08:00

I'm happy if you're happy
If you're sad, I can't be sad too
because someone needs to make you happy
so that we can both stay happy

like this. ^_^

p/s: everyday I pray for the better sake of all the love ones around me. stay strong.. you're not alone.

PHOTO-SPAM!

2011-06-15T12:03:00.000+08:00

Haven't done this for awhile, have I? Well since I went out with my family to eat yesterday (at 9pm mind you. no wonder I'm so healthy la kan.. ;p ) and I got to camwhore with my youngest sis husna using my iPod that is. So don't expect a beautiful raw image or anything. coz the lighting were pretty bad.. haha. I didn't edit the image that much. Too freaking lazy to blur or do some noise reduction bla bla bla.. why am I being technical..?? enjoy the pics.. >,<

my sis Nina, Mak, Abah with his crooked glasses and Husna. Ooh and I ordered Mee Prawn Ball(what it says in the menu but its actually just Meehoon Kungfu. LOL)

the start of camwhoring. smile sweetly. but then Husna decides to ruin it.

showing off the lower teeth.. erk. and Husna's pokerface. hahaha..

muka tak puas hati..

erm bajet macam comey.. then husna makes that face.. TROLOLOL.

calming down. trying the blowfish look like so many youngster do.. but not my thing.

calming down while waiting for our food to be served. haa...

Motivation

2011-06-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

May peace be upon all of you my dear readers.

Asalnya nak type this post in english tapi sebab kasihkan kawan yang lebih memahami sesuatu dalam bahasa ibunda.. jadi aku type kan dalam bahasa. or rojak la sket..

Sebelum ni mcm diri sdri yg memerlukan motivasi sbb mlalui fasa Final Presentation yg cukup xbest. Tapi skrg sbg seorg kwn dan sahabat dan atas dasar kemanusiaan..aku plak nk bg motivasi kat org2 yg aku syg..

Klu org tnye..cmne aku leh nangis kecewa or mrh dan sbg nye tp lps tu cpt je jd ok..? Well first n foremost, if u are a muslim,if u believe in Allah..wouldnt that at least give u hope that u are NOT facing the problem alone?

"sesungguhnya Allah takkan menguji hambaNya dgn ujian dan dugaan yg diluar kemampuannya.."

Aku ni pon mmg bnyk sgt kekurangan and still am trying to be a better muslimah,a better person as a whole. I'm far from perfect. But thats why we have family, friends and someone^_^ to complete each other and make up for other peoples' imperfectness.

Why be negative? Why do u keep being negative especially being harsh to urself..?try to forgive urself more and keep moving forward.. U know the journey doesnt end here..this is just the beginning ;)

P/s: kadang2 mmg kita kena reflek perbuatan sndri drp memikirkan ape yg dh org lain buat kat kita. Haa lagi satu, sape yg tgh bersedih or mood rse down sgt..bacelah buku La Tahzan(jgn bersedih) by Dr.Aidh. Insyaallah kurang sket rase2 negative dlm diri. Selamat beramal~

empat lelaki

2011-06-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

*ehem*

ada kang yang jeles tak masal.. LOL.

it's 4MEN la.. tengah layan lagu dari album baru dorang The Artist ni. hehe.. mood sangat sesuai dengan jiwa sekarang. heh. layaann je..

erm.. btw, arini dapat surat PERODUA tu. alamatnye mereka suruh tunggu 6 bulan and kalau masih tak terima jawapan.. anggap je tak berjaya. hurmm.. nak kata sedih sangat takde la.. biase je. tapi tula.. kena berusaha carik lagi dan carik lagi.. wpon tak bape paham apsal banyak betul graphic designer yg company2 luar ni dok cari.. takpe.. usaha tu tanga kejayaan kan?kan?

Han Dal 한달

2011-06-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

So it has been a month. Well I don't usually keep anniversary or such.. only birthdays. but things like this, (I mean about today) I just like to keep it in check. hehe.. Owh sorry to those who's curious as to what I'm posting about. Some of you would know the story, some of you.. I never got the chance to tell and to some others.. I'll guess you better off knowing it late or when the time comes.

I'm referring to : "the flowers are blooming.." ^_^

I know there's always the ups and downs of life but I pray for that hopefully.. we could survive it till the end. InsyaAllah.. ;)

p/s: please be aware by now that I love cryptic messages since its so much fun guessing and finding the answers. *wink2*

Alhamdulillah

2011-06-01T16:35:00.000+08:00

Patience is VIRTUE. I thank Allah for His blessings. and I sincerely feel grateful towards my parents just because they teach me a lot in life. One of them is by not giving me directly what I wished for but instead taught me to work for it to get what I want. It's much sweeter that way, right?

ermm.. to avoid sounding like a brat.. here's what came in today from the US..

I love you Mak and Abah dearest~~ ^_^ <3

like this like that..

2011-05-17T14:50:00.000+08:00

"Right now, I'm writing such a happy story but it's all a wish...still..."

it's all a wish still..? after hearing all of their songs, why am I getting moody? aigoo.. make the negativity go away please... T.T

2011-05-17T13:25:00.000+08:00

I'm the writer who lost his purpose
The end of this novel, how am I supposed to write it
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
I keep writing these 3 words
Setting the warn out pen on the old paper stained in tears
This story can't be happy or sad

- Yong Junhyung (Fiction).

trans credit : YONGISM@b2r

Fictionius and Factus..

2011-05-17T09:34:00.001+08:00

is LOVED!!~~ totally recommending it to everyone!! what am I talking about? click the link here and listen up to ALL the songs. hehehehe... suke3... tak sabar dapat a hard copy of it. XP

~~p/s: one of their songs is being played right now in my blog~~.. ^^ kay strike that. 7 of their songs are now on my playlist.. hehehe...

2011-05-15T13:26:00.000+08:00

no wonder why I keep replaying this song over and over again.. its that time of the month. moody is expected.. kena berjaga2.. kena jaga diri. perlu jaga diri wajib jaga diri elok2....jaa gaa.. diii riii.... tc.

kelakar

2011-05-14T16:55:00.000+08:00

kelakar tak bila sedara mara cakap2 yang aku dah ada someone sekarang 2 minggu lepas, sedangkan orang tu pon aku baru nak kenal2 dan baru je seminggu ni..? ^_^

doakan yang terbaik ye makcik2, pakcik2, mak, abah dan kengkawan semua.. ~ InsyaAllah when the time is right, it will come. (^_^)")

p/s: I think it's blooming.. *wink2*

4.of.Us

2011-05-11T11:17:00.000+08:00

can I say that I am happy now? yes. but under certain things.. I'm going to be really sad for other things.. when the time comes for us to move on with our lives.. I'm gonna miss them..

"Never gone..

Never far..

In my heart is where you are..

Always close.. everyday..

Every step along the way.." - BSB

Me menghimpit KakSarah sebelahnya Iezan n peace 4eva Syaz

2011-05-03T01:35:00.000+08:00

bunga yang berkembang
kian layu
jika tidak
dibajai
disirami
dijaga.

aku..
lebih rela menjadi
rumput
di padang yang luas.

dipijak
dicabut
tetapi
masih
tetap menghijau.

bukankah hidup ini memang begitu?

bagaimana menempuh hidup yang begitu banyak pancaroba
jika diri masih ditakuk yang lama..

"Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum, jika mereka tidak mengubah diri mereka sendiri" (maaf lupa ayat ni daripada surah mana)

Nobody can change a person's personality or fate. It can only be done, by yourself. I'm merely just a helping hand. I can't push my opinions onto others and force them to change I just can't....

Just..

2011-05-02T12:54:00.000+08:00

don't ever take things for granted.

This was what my friend post as her status on FB a few days back:

@iTwitQuotes:
"True friends can go long periods of time without speaking, and never question their friendship (:"

-pardon me,i can't agree. don't take friendship for granted just because u want to believe that they'll stay-simply because they're your friends-without you showing that you need them around. they're not robots,they're human like you.

I agree with her little comment below that quote. I'm only human. I don't know or will never know how a friend feels for me if they never or even to at least try, showing their affection or be honest in a friendship. I guess it all comes back when we're friends because of Allah. Brothers and sisters of Islam. If we're friends because of some materialistic matters, then that's when there will be a problem.

I never said a friendship would be a nice sail ahead. It is the rocky sea and blowing wind that will strengthen the journey we call "Friendship". Everyone will have a hard time in life. It's not just you. Sometimes when I feel that I was mistreated, or I think people were too unfair to me, I will remember that there are people in other parts of the country or the world, having no food to eat, wars happening in the neighbourhood, natural disasters and whatnot. So then, who am I to complain and whine about my teeny little problem compared to these people?

I should be grateful. I should say Alhamdulillah. I should be selfless and stay optimistic. We can do it when we sincerely ask Allah for our peace and guidance. Yes we can. Don't EVER say NEVER.

p/s: everyone has their ups and down. but I tried not letting myself feeling down for too long because I would missed out on all the good things out there, somewhere.. -peace-

Thank You

2011-04-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

I've finally got my answers. I guess. A heavy burden was lifted but it wasn't you that was really the burden. It was what had happened. Really it is hard to please everybody. I tried but maybe I shouldn't felt helpless and gave up. I still lack that total patience and optimism. I'm only human. and young. although people say I'm much more mature than other people my age. but as time goes by, I have a LooOoong way to go to better myself. so instead of having any bad feelings, I was hurt too, I should let go and give both of us some space. this happened to me before. with my best friend back in high school. I thought I would never talk to her again, but time resolves our ill feelings towards each other. although we're not what people call best friends anymore, but we still stay in contact and we're in good terms now.

I hope and wish and I would pray that time will heal both of our scars. On the last note, I know you would be the person I would miss so dearly after we graduate(or not...) although you may not have the same feelings as I do.. you will forever be remembered.

Thank You.

p/s: sekarang ni, sungguh kte ikhlaskan makan minum atau pape je sepanjang kte berkenalan. I'm sorry for everything..

I feel...

2011-04-27T19:33:00.001+08:00

N.U.M.B

the last thing I wanted to do is to disappoint my parents. I don't want them to hung their heads in shame because of me. I guess everyone will go through the phase where in some point in life.. I feel really down. mixed up feelings. They say I should prioritise my work and define it as "not selfish" but just "priotising one's work". I don't know if they knew about the word "selfless" and "sincerity".

I didn't know that being nice and selfless is somewhat out of the question when it comes to maintain a high grade, dean's list or being a top student. no wonder la even if we go out(graduate), people or future employer would like to look at one's soft skill. in U, students weren't taught any of this. they cover things up by just having a "finishing school" and what not.

where is all the honesty and goodness? is this the reason why the outside world are like,... I don't know. the dirty world. no I mean the dirty people who thinks of themselves selfishly. narcissistic is worst. only being nice when you want something your way and being a total b*tch about it if it doesn't go your way.

corruption, blue and white collar crime, discrimination, racist, sexist etc... now you wonder where it all started. YOURSELF.

every time I feel like blaming someone, itwill all ended up being my fault. because of the decision I made and the self dignity I have. how can I do well in my presentation and project by leaving "my friends" get left behind? I don't feel great about it. and I surely won't feel that great in a lifetime. but the question is, if you were in my position, would you do the same for me? would you really? I can predict some of the answers from different people. I guess people nowadays just to tends to be selfish by the minute though they may not realise it. but I do.

in the end I ask myself, just because your friends let go of you, would you let go of them? can you really become selfish and taste the success on your own with leaving your friends behind? I need internal help because I'm really sad and disappointed not because of me but of someone else. I know I should turn to Allah for He knows best...

dear readers, I hope you don't get this kind of dilemma. it hurts every time. I'm sick and tired with all of this. sometimes I really wonder why I'm still sane after all the build up tensions, sadness and disappointment. there's really a lot going on in my head right now, I'm still having tears here and there. but since my hands hurt so much with my FYP, I don't think I can type much. I've typed more than you will ever read...

even if I don't show an emoticon for tears.. I can't stop the ones that are falling now.. thank you blog for giving me space. I can't talk about all of this properly. so expressing it this way.. is a much better idea.

2011-04-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

badan tetibe menggila pagi tadi sebab dah kesuntukan waktu menyiapkan segala-galanya. memerlukan teman tetapi bila ada orang di sisi, rasa nak bersendiri. tetapi bila bersendiri pula, terasa sunyi dalam hati dan rasa nak nangis je puas-puas.

... I NEED to pull myself together. why am I period at this critical stage of nearly getting myself going crazy. why? why keep pushing me left and right? like I need to be a hypocrite just to please others? why? I'm assertive. I state my opinions clearly and honestly but sometimes I just couldn't get the words through just because I have to consider certain things of importance. let them be critical of me. they don't know me. they only want to get to know me after they knew my background. even if that's the case, there's always jealous people living in this world.either they're being good sincerely or just seriously sucking up.

"if you don't have anything better to say, just stay put and keep the thoughts to yourself".

(the title for today is..)

2011-03-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

Is it because of stress? Is it because of my eating habits? Is it because of me that I seem to be getting sick every now and then. Well the usual sinus, then this fever, cough and cold and the recent one.. an upset tummy..? Seriously. I thought I was food poisoned yesterday, but I didn't throw up. It's just that my poor tummy is playing with the on and off melody of pain plus the backache and the weird high and low body temperature. *sigh*

I really need some focus but I'm like getting blurry by the day.. I don't want it to turn into something negative. BTW, about my trip to Kedah, it was not all that fun because of some negative auras some people exudes. They just really have to kill the mood off don't they.. hurmm.. I'm trying to be positive with them, but we don't really match well. after all that had happened in the past. double hurmm....

To cap it all off, the entire trip seems wasted at some point coz it relives some bitterness that should have been buried, waste of money since we could actually save the second night at the homestay with sleeping in the bus and heading back home. Saturday was a waste really.... then I just had to have this upset tummy the whole Sunday. what luck.

p/s: I'm only making memories with a few people. This just validised(?) the fact that we can't satisfy ALL the people in this world. =/

HappyLdAy~

2011-03-13T17:12:00.000+08:00

haha.. I didn't make a post on my birthday so I wanted to share this post with L (not that character in Deathnote) but with a member of INFINITE. I'm still waiting for their autographed album but I guess maybe it'll come next week (plus a HUUUUGE poster too ^^). it will definitely be 대박 if it comes on the day of their new single release this coming Thursday.. the side note is.. I'm not going to be at home to receive it since I'll be away in Kedah for the last trip of the month. (I hope)

so before I feast you guys with some L-oving, let's see some of mine first. btw, ThankYou all for the birthday wishes and please don't feel bad about not wishing me on my birthday since a thought of me on any day would be enough. 'cause I feel kinda sad if people I know seem to forget about my existence. just saying ^^;;

RaspberryCheese Cake.. yum2.. tahun depan nak suruh orang tu tulih in korean. hehe..

dari Mama Linda. tenkiu~ tengok dah letak tali kat heart tu ^^

dari kak Sarah. tenkiu gak~ ni ade 2 keping. satu huruf R n satu lagi tulih RAI


gaya Hana Tajima XP ni shawl dari Iezan. tenkiu~ seb bek tak beli mug tu.. ^^

erk.. untuk pengetahuan awam.. aku tak penah pakai gaya shawl cmtu kat luar ok. so jangan terkejut beruk lak tengok gambar di atas. mungkin on special occasion baru la nak pakai camtu.. hehe.. ok dah dah.. nak layan gambar L lak.. tapi malas nak upload banyak2.. tengok yang mane kiut or macho abes.. XD

aaawww.. L with Dongwoo

PEACE y'all~

should have this face of paying attention in class LOL

"saranghae~"

wooooo...

credit pics as tagged. kfans sure take a whole bunch of HQ pics with the right expression and angle. but the media..? hurmm.. no. neway, that's that.. need to get ready and send my sis back to her hostel in Ampang. (and /bricks self for not doing much on my final project for today =.=)

just because..

2011-02-19T19:31:00.000+08:00

I'm a sucker at piano-like songs. huhu.. wait. does that just make sense? "i'm a sucker..?" urgh.. internet is bad influence. LOL. so many "nice" songs keep coming out but I have in reality, less than a 100 days for my final presentation. OWH EM GEEeee. don't remind me about it. T.T

neway, I got my connection back. ^_^

and for the "n"th time the poor tmnet people keep going back and forth my house. sorry and thank you. tee hee.

a lil something

2011-01-29T10:28:00.000+08:00

I used to not appreciate my "chinky-eyes". But ever since I've fallen deep into the Kpop world.. I appreciated it a whole lot more.

syukur dengan apa yang Allah dah tentukan.

glad I never thought about eye surgery. must be hideous. astaghfirullah..

3 bdh..??

2011-01-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

selalunye asek dok cite pasal k-stuff kan.. so kali ni ubah angin jap. meh2 nak ajak tengok satu cite hindustan ni featuring Aamir Khan. ^^

tajuk movie : 3 Idiots
genre : macam mane ek nak kategorikan? cite ni bukan kesah cinta semata2 atau cite tentang orang yg kurang cerdik tapi ade kesah sedih dan gembiranye..

storyline : sebab tak nak wat spoiler sangat.. so cite secara ringkasnye.. tentang ilmu, harapan, dan kebebasan mempelajari sesuatu.. erk? bunyik cam kurang menarik. tapi cite ni SANGAT ler best nye. kalau tak, takkan la cite ni cite hindustan yg dapat kutipan bilangan kotak pejabat yang paling tinggi ye tak? (kotak pejabat india la aku maksudkan)

btw, sebelum korang tengok.. kalau korang jenis yg suke bergenang airmata sebab tersentuh or sedih bersama2 pelakon dalam cite tersebut and taknak orang tengok kesedihan korang yang over.. korang dinasihatkan tengok sorang2 ye. ha.. ketawa n nangisla sorang2 cam orang gile. takpe.. layankan je kay. tak rugi tengok. ^_^

to dak2 ind yg berminat, boleh sedut cite tu dari "agnes"ku a.k.a my external. hahaha..

p/s: get the joke? "kotak pejabat" *wink2*

jual2

2011-01-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

serius penat aa berniaga nih.. kena banyak bersabar. dahla period ni. seb baik xde orang rosakkan mood arini. wpon ade beberape bende cm kureng senang sket..

aih sketches.. sketches.. bile la nak bertambah helaian ko nih.. dah pesan bape kali dah yg sem ni kne all-out. pehal lak rase cm xde motivasi ke hadapan ni.... hurmm.. cam redha n pasrah je.. tapi mane boleh gitu kan..? perlu usaha tu.. usaha dan keikhlasan tu penting. keikhlasan penting dalam ape2 pun..

ngantuk. tapi belum nak tdo2 lg.. nak mndownload aa kununnye.. kang esok lmbt bgn lagi.. (kul 7pg lmbt eh? ok aa tu drp bangun tghari ye tak?)

BTD

2011-01-11T12:41:00.000+08:00

sedang keseorangan di dalam studi IND3. mungkin ada dak junior sorang dua tapi kat sini hanya ada diri sendiri. LOL. wat kesah sedih lak.

ermm.. ingatkan semangat nak wat sketches arini sampai petang.. and paling lembab pon dapat wat 5 helai. tapi ni satu helai pon baru separuh yang terisi. apela nak jadik. nama je dah last sem. bila nak berhenti buat keje tangguh2 ni... -.-"

papehal pon.. sbb B2ST tengah on holiday(break la konon.. tapi 12 Jan ni dorang nak datang Malaysia.) sekarang tengah layan INFINITE's BTD. best woo choreagraphy dorang. especially part yang er susah plak nak terangkan kat sini. kalau ade jumpe gif file part choreo tu nanti aku upload aa.. btw, lagu pon leh tahan. ha.ha.ha.. huuuu...

ha tengok.. kalau tak post pasal makanan, mesti nak cakap pasal korean stuff. maaf la kalau ada yang bosan or sakit hati ke ape sebab isu post tak memuaskan hati. tapi.. pe boleh buat.. takkan nak aku tulih kat diary semata2? secara manual? camne nak post link video dalam diary? hahaha..

so kalau nak komplen2.. silalah buat begitu. tapi nak gerenti layan ke tak.. tengok aa ke-logik-an komplen tersebut. sekian..

p/s: post mengarut menunjukkan diri sedikit weng sekarang ni.. hua3..

it started again..

2011-01-08T10:58:00.000+08:00

the supposed tense semester. why am I not moving forward? motivate me people. I'm helplessly helpless in motivating myself this time around.

a lot of burden and expectations to be fulfilled. and I mean a LOT.

so then I ask why I'm not starting anything yet?? d*mn it. I. NEED. TO. START. NOW.

STOP

PROCRASTINATING

R.A.I.H.A.N!

HNY~

2011-01-01T00:13:00.002+08:00

STB~

^_^

you know what..?

2010-12-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

I feel good when my sincere gestures to some people had actually touched their hearts. That's why, even if someone just doesn't like to reply to me or contact me back or whatever, I would just still be positive about it(though sometimes it hurts a bit) because I know someone somewhere out there who still appreciates every little thing that I do(to them).

nan haengbokhae. ^^

tag from Qadri

2010-12-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

takde gambar atas katil macam Qadri so tengok jela gambar kat tepi ni .huhu..------>

Do you think you're hot ?

- nope. define "hot" for me please.

Your current wallpaper ?

- JayPark's picture with his quote.

Tell about the wallpaper ?

- his quote is about being good to the people around u coz u know they're gonna have ur back. (buat baik pada orang sekeliling sbb suatu masa nanti orang2 tersebut akan menolong kita plak)

The last time you ate pizza ?

- 2 minggu lepas rasenye.. kak odah belanja.. hehe..

The last song you listened to ?

- lagu kat blog ni Yoseob & Daniel(Drama) - First Snow, First Kiss

Besides completing this taggin' thing , i am . . .

- sitting..

Nicknames ?

- rai, ann, e-han, rehan, pooh.(lol.)

Tag 5 people .

silalah buat wahai followers ku. kalau rajin.

award+tag from adah

2010-12-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

1. Ucapan anda

snanye confuse ni ucapan tuk ape snanye? tapi pape pon.. terima kasih kat cik adah aka gf ghaffor my coursemate kerana sudi tag cik rai. lol. ^^ lame gak tak wat bende nih..
2. Berikan 4 ciri girl/boy idaman untuk dijadikan husband/wife

1) beragama

2) menyayangi Allah, Rasul, keluarga dan diriku.

3) loves me for who I am

4) penampilan diri yang menyenangkan. aka sedap mata memandang.. ^^
3. Berikan satu tips untuk kekalkan relationship korang dengan partner korang

taktau nak bagi tips ape kerana diri sendiri pon bukan dalam relationship. harap maaf. ngee..

4. Pernah anda jumpa doa pendekat jodoh dan putus cinta?

doa cari/jumpa jodoh yang baik yela..

5. Letakkan 10 link pilihan anda and tell them they have won this award

kebanyakan member yg ade blog skrg sudah memutuskan untuk exterminate blog mereka atas sebab haters yg tak boleh tengok hidup orang lain senang.. or so I've heard.. so TAG n Award ni ditujukan khas kepada para followers ku yang tak ramai mane.. ^_^

yay for great food!

2010-12-25T15:55:00.000+08:00

well not that great but one can say, worth-the-money-you're-paying. haha.

arini nak wat review makanan(kononnye). sebab dengan sedikit kerajinan pada hari ini, akhirnye gambar makanan pada hari2 yang telah berlalu tu akhirnye dah di-transfer. baksu! (clap2!)

Location : Islamic Kitchen, Bdr Baru Bangi (dekat ngan PKNS-Billion tu)
Rating : I don't know how to rate food. either good or not good. hehehe..
Price : preeeeeety pricey if you ask me. go with your family. then it'll be worth the money. ^^

restoran ni masak asian-western food. asian as in thai food, malay food and chinese sket. tapi aku tak brape suke nak cuba masakan baru. tapi air takpe. hehe.. kay kay tengok jela gambar yang tak brape nak high quality ni.. huhu..

air epal plus sprite n vanilla icecream(weird taste but drinkable XP)

this was what I ate. ChickenChop with black pepper sauce.

Dessert! yum2. Caramel yang sedap. atas tu cam gula yang dibakar(?) sort of.

yum3. "it's so fluffy I'm gonna die!"(guess who?hehe)

Rojak Sayur. mak punye. sedap gak. ade rase pedas2 macam sambal belacan.

extra pix tuk gelak2. guess who's the victim? ngeheehee..

sebelum merenk

selepas merenk.

201st..

2010-12-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

gosh my last post was the 200th but I wasted it on something not-so-significant?? haish..

so ape yang nak di-blog-kan? slalu ade benda nak post tapi bile dah bukak laptop and sign in blogger, terus blank. lagi satu kemalasan bile gmbr tak di-transfer ke laptop. lagi kemalasan bile kena layankan je adek2 men tenet. slalu diri sendiri yg bolot. lagi2 kemalasan tu wujud bile aku dah pi layan korean stuff and whatnot. lol.

ok la nak citer.. mak ngan abah baru balik dari India arini. mak seronok la sebab abah dah lame tak bawak fly over the edge. sea. oversea. i mean. pegi atas tujuan keje abah tapi mase yg selebihnye tu gi bwk mak jalan2 kat taj mahal. sian mak bosan mase awal2 sampai India tu (can u believe that I just typed "korea" instead of "India" but deleted right after I realised it? yeah go figure.)

erm lagi ape ek? slalu mcm bnyk benor benda yg nak dibebelkan. tapi untuk taknak merosakkan mood sesetengah orang, jadi sambung lainkali jela.. hehe.. nite2

hee..

ho ho ho XD

2010-12-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

No I'm not going to talk/post about christmas spirit. -.-"

It's just that, you guys know it's school hols right? So the thing is, ermm.. should I confess? LOL. kay I watched Disney's movie. is that an "euw" thing? nevermind. I dig 'em as long as the main(actor) are cool although the story might be a lil cliche. heh.

anyway, I only get to watch Starstruck. last week perhaps? well maybe all my peeps out there owns ASTRO and have DC, but sad to say the reality, I don't. have ASTRO I mean. never had one. ^^;;

so as I was saying, those who owns a cable channel, have DC. and as far as I know, they tend to repeat a LOT of their movies huh? anyway, long story short, I kinda like Starstruck. maybe for the fact that the main lead, ehem Sterling Knight has this blue shining eyes, sweet smile and he sings. ^^

then of course, if I like someone, I youtube-d him. haha. so I kinda figured out he's actually a very modest person(similar to Jay hehe..). he's a Piscean(?) just like me. 5th of march. he plays the guitar and he's really down-to-earth. very rare(well for me) for the hollywood-people-type. plus he's the same age as I am. HAHA.

in case if you guys are just too lazy to look him up, here's a music video of the OST from Starstruck.

p/s: as to this day, I only rant on korean men right? I can list a few I like from the west but maybe not now. peace out~

p/s 2 : Sonny with a Chance is funny! though I only watched 1-2 epi from YT and some hilarious cuts.

ehem..

2010-12-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

to my moody self yesterday, I fail in calculating. LOL. I thought my result dropped tragically but after my dad checked it today, I still maintained my CGPA. that's a relief.

the results are not official, that's why I need to calculate it by myself. however, I'm still not pleased with my internship. I worked hard y'know?

no matter. I should not be complacent. I should not be complacent. I should not be complacent. I still have one more semester to go...

p/s:

my dad taught me this word.

speechless

2010-12-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

just when i want to get excited and post up pictures and tell you guys stories.. this whole BS just came about. owh result.. WHY oh WHY.

i'm not really surprised if my marks were the act of full bias-ness and whatnot.. but i'm sincerely disgusted and pissed off.

never wonder why there's corruption everywhere.
when it all started from the place you gain knowledge.
just saying.

anyhow. i'm pissed. i think i don't have any mood to face the next semester. our last semester.

feel like screaming random obscenities. but i guess i just need to deal with it and fight for whatever left. -.-"

감바 감바

2010-12-01T11:22:00.000+08:00

so here goes.. sori x bnyk. kat camera cousin yg lain. x amek agi.. huhu.. n most of it edit pki lighting flashlight (PS). slalu malas nak edit2 kan.. tapi bila tengok effect cam lawa je.. so buat jela. exclusive pic as a pengapit pon ade. tapi gambar atas katil xde.. ^.^;;

tapi kalau gambar x lawa or tak jelas.. maaf ye.. huhu..

with MakRos aka mak pengantin aka kakak ayahku

with my cousin payha aka adek pengantin

with the bride aka kakdiah

sebelum majlis akad nikah

selepas akad nikah. amek2 gambar dalam bilik

pengapit laki memang xde. with my other aunts.

berarak menuju ke dewan (sehari selepas akad nikah)

hapdet ringkas

2010-11-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

title bajet macam aku ni artis. takpe. blog sendiri. sendiri jaga la.

waah tengok kawan2 update blog cuti2 gini.. bagus2.. time study jarang2.. kesibukan gitu ye..

sejak rabu lepas aku takde kat umah.. gi merantau ke daerah lain. repeat. daerah lain.

klang je ponn.. bermalam umah makcik sebab nak tolong me-rewang.

bukan masak ape pon.. just tolong2 ringankan buntut yg berat ni

sebab sepupuku berkahwin.. dan bernikah jumaat lepas.

tadi baru aku sampai rumah.

snanye nak cite.. aku jadik pengapit segera.

serius takleh blah. but it was an experience.

tapi sume makcik2 n sanak saudara sakat aku..

"lepas ni raihan la plak ye.."

huhu.. bila la agaknye tu?

ti bile dah masukkan gmbr dlm laptop n cilok kat FB, bru post sini.

till then. adios.

what happened 2 days ago.

2010-11-21T21:52:00.002+08:00

pictures describe a thousand words..

I-City 19NOV2010 at 6.50pm

yang ni ade tmbh lighting movie effect via PS

After magrib. ramai jeles tengok en.T amekkan gmbr ktorg. ;p

hasil tangkapan kSara lepas puas mencangkuk. haha. mencangkung..

cam pesta tanglung jek

tergelak sbb kena tegur ngan bangla.. "jangan pegang pokok tuuuh!"

tak sia2 bawak en.T bersame. ailabyuuu~

warna-warni kehidupan..

malu la plak bile tgk gmbr ni.. ngee~

Meehoon Kungfu. dah jadik fevret ni! kat D'Taman Cafe, I-City

Shima bertunang.. member skola ABIM dlu.. tahniah2!

hehe.. senyum tersipu2

2010-11-13T11:47:00.000+08:00

nak tau nape? bukak email pagi2 dapat email khas dari orang yang disukai.. so tu yang tersipu2 senyum2 kambing. hahaha... tengok2.. ni buktinya dia personally bagi email tau.. ;p

yelaaaaaaaaaaaaa... dia bagi kat sesape yg subscribe fan-mail dia tu.. lol. x kesah la.. janji aku suka. ^^

1st paper

2010-11-09T20:59:00.001+08:00

ungkapan peribahasa untuk hari ini : jangan kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga. (ada ke perkataan jangan tu eh? ntah ler..)

dah. tutup citer pasal kertas peperiksaan IND3500 Amalan Profesional. kalau pon nak wat salah, jangan libatkan satu kelas. tak paham betul aa mentaliti budak2 ini. ya mereka budak2. tapi dah baligh. tapi langsung tidak menunjukkan kematangan diri. hurmm.. oleh itu, jangan tangguh belajar saat2 akhir. ini boleh menyebabkan diri melakukan perkara drastik yang boleh mengancam orang lain.

pape pon.. nak layan satu epi SKKS jap. nanti study account plak. huhu... =.="

EDIT :
akhirnye ku tewas. dah masuk dua epi aku tengok... sorry yoochunnie my boo if im more into georo aka moon jaeshin and yeorim gu yongha.. hehehe.. *bricks self* kena bagi sedar diri sket.. aigoo..

-.-.-.-.-.-.-"

2010-10-31T12:29:00.001+08:00

frustrated thinking of it. maybe I should not think of it. but every time I look into it, I think about it. maybe I should not look into it because it always make me think of it. when I think of it I get frustrated even more. then do not think at all. say what..?

what little problem I have.

yosh!

2010-10-23T22:59:00.001+08:00

hari ni ngan esok ade finishing school.. tanda2 ke arah tamat pembelajaran ku selama 3 tahun di u-know-where..

tadi sempoi je.. mule2 cm takut plus cuak plus malas nak gi.. tapi overall ok.. lol! ok sbb ktorg balik awal and bukan kul 6pm seperti yang tertera di jadual.. huahuahua

OoOoh ade satu kesah ni.. khamis lepas bersamaan 21 okt 2010, ktorg satu kelas gi KL nak tgk MTIB nye pameran furniture. drive sendiri maa.. bas tarak ada.. huhu.. gune gps abah agar tak sesat jalan.. tu yg gerak sendri tak ikut dorg ramai2..

alkisahnye aku drive tak ikut konvoi sebab taknak menyusahkan (drive konvoi ramai2 kan bahaya dow).. tapi ade gak yang salah paham.. haish.. terima kasih pada sesape yg prihatin and tanye pasal kami yang "macam" tersisih ni.. klu ade yang rase ktorg menyusahkan.. mintak maaf lah.. bukan niat diri begitu.. huuuuuuuu...

anyway, pusing2 KL tu baru la jumpe Wariseni (tempat pameran), boleh mahir dah jalan KL ni.. aiseyh.. sbb aritu sesat kat tmpt yg same gak.. haha.. so familiar la gak ngan jalan tu..

kay skip that part.. lepas tgk pameran, gi semayang zohor dulu kat masjid negara (masjid neg-ra bak kate suare kat gps uh) and kesah sedihnye.. kasut ku dicurik (ye kat masjid tersebut.. dear bro i feel you).. T-T tapi yang takleh bla nye.. perasaan ku pada masa tu.. cam redha sungguh la.. alhamdulilah ade kasut spare kat dlm keta.. hurmm nampaknye memang tak bole terdetik sket pon pasal kerisauan kasut dicurik.. kerna akhirnye memang kena curik..-.-"

senang si pencurik tu target kasut ku bukan sebab ape tapi sebab kasut ku penuh ciri2 kelakian. senang cte.. lelaki bisa jeles ngan kasut tuh and memang terase nak rembat je(perasan sungguh XP).. kasut pon saiz 8 so memang agak muat la kan.. hurmm.. apekan daya.. kasut tu dah bersama denganku setahun lebih.

ni ha kenangan terakhir diriku ngan kasut itu.. (siap bukak myspace semate2 nak amek gambar ni tau. dah berzaman x bukak.. hehe)

yang putih coklat tu ye.. bukan yang pink or sandal tu.. XP

currently..

2010-10-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

..I'm reading this motivational book. Interesting part is, I've been doing 90% of what the book(author) is telling the readers to do without even realizing. Good for me, eyh?

so the other 10% should be an improvement in ways of "tactics" in humans relations (not necessarily bf-gf relationship). I'll share what I've learned after I finish reading it.

p/s: to start improving my 10%, shouldn't I stop procrastinating in doing my assignments? *sigh*

what can i say

2010-10-16T11:16:00.000+08:00

common sense; not all of us have the same views on "common sense" - dad.

I believe the future generation lack this. ermm..

how can I not be such a conservative-whore when the world is in fact dangerously lack all the old good morale? I guess I know what i'm talking about but some of you won't get it.

talk about rape, murder, kidnapping etc etc.. do you know? not all the criminals that got caught were first time offenders. they've probably done it several times before getting caught.

and what does this tells you? proactively being good, nice and kind (plus humble) to others. I have always believe in being safe than sorry.(lebih baik amek langkah berjaga2 daripada menyesal seumur hidup)

why don't some people get this fact straight?? it's frustrating. owh I forgot. there's a word that will explain all : - denial. some just really are having fun by living in denial, right? *yeay for being sarcastic* -.-"

p/s: sorry if I had offended anybody. but the truth hurts. yeah I know.

Raya Picture-post

2010-10-08T13:10:00.000+08:00

Oooh.. minggu terakhir syawal.. wat openhouse and gi umah lecturer.. mari2 tengok ini gambar kay~

sebab nak cepat.. so tak tag gambar2 dibawah ngan "raizelate" hehe..

ni kat umah lecturer.. *apsal blogger nye uploader dah lain???* anyways..

iezan sorang je dak IND dalam ni

orange and sculpture. syaz pon sculpture. haha..

keayuan kaksara ditemani kotak2 oren ngan daun2

this, is what i call "united"

iezan cam tak bersemangat sebab asek posing je

oooh.. dak archie

i LIKE this!

sume tempat leh jadik tempat bergambar

purple rulez!~

primary pic kat fb "derived" dari gambar ni laa.. haha

syaz amek

iezan amek

hurmmmmmm....

openhouse tuk kengkawan - mungkin sebab wat ari sabtu and last minute.. ramai tak dapat datang(yang taknak datang tu aku xtau) sebab clash ngan hal masing2 yg xleh nak dielakkan.. so anyway... here's the pics

tekah sengaja tunduk sbb dia dah tinggi sket. oh tidak!

syaza, tekah and faidhi.

nad, azhani and adek badran : fatin

wakil dak matrik - yana. tapi weyda datang malam. hehe..

abaikan the awkward sitting me.. -.-"

kaksara, ummi, ain, syaz, iezan and kak ida.

mesti nak kat pondok gak.. ngee~

candid mandid

girls

pssst.. nampak cam aku anti laki eh? LOL. ok. i have a bad habit/history on not-being-nice to boys. but really, once you get to know me better... ermm *tho embarassing to say this* you'll fall for me aight? ^^;; i meant that in a good and bad way. depends on your perspective. peace out dude and dudettes~

let's learn

2010-09-21T08:09:00.000+08:00

1. SADISM
a noun. it means pleasure felt from hurting or humiliating other people.

2. MASOCHISM
a noun. meaning that pleasure derived from suffering pain.

if you're no.1, you are a sadist. but if you're no.2, you're masochist.

then what are you?

p/s : ni laa akibatnye tengok Liar Game( lom abes lagi) semalam. LOL. though.. i shouldn't be watching it at times like this. -.-"

Kesah Raya Ku Part 2

2010-09-19T10:33:00.000+08:00

8 Syawal.. konvoi raya ngan dak2 ABIM. ni tahun kedua ktorg wat acara nih. biasenye melawat cekgu yang close ngan ktorg. sayang nye tahun ni umah cekgu Salbiah ngan cekgu Zaharah ktorg tak dapat datang raya.. huhu.. kita merancang, Allah yang tentukan..

tapi tahun ni dapat gi dua kali ganda umah orang la. tahun lepas gi 4 buah rumah je. kali ni 8. tuk yang sampai malam la. Fatin, Zulaikha and Zahyra tak dapat teruskan masa nak gi ziarah Nasyrah kat Cheras.

k stop with the writings.. here's some pictures! mostly dari camera Zahyra(ade cop die kat gambar tu. amek kat fb. hehe)


satay di rumah pertama - Hidayah.

gambar skema wajib ambil. hehe..

rumah kedua - Cekgu Hazura.

Me, Fatin and Mihun sup.

back, L-R : Zahyra, Fatin, Me&Husna, Najwa, Hidayah, Ain, Hanisah(adek mizah)

front, L-R : Hamizah, Zulaikha and Azhani.

L-R : Kamal, Qusyairi, Aizuddin, Badran and Fakhrurazi.

mesti nak bergambar depan cermin. aku pon xpaham. XP

rumah keempat - Hamizah.

rumah kelima kat umah Azhani tapi takde gambar. sebab Dayah tak send files nye lagi..

rumah keenam - Teacher Ketina.

rumah ketujuh - ziarah Nasyrah. tengok tu dia patah tangan..

senyum gak walaupon sebak tengok Nasyrah and family..

sambut birthday Azhani kat rumah last - Ain.

tahun lepas 2009

Nadiah tak dapat ikut sebab demam..huhu. Naqib lak tak tau asal dia tak join kali ni. Neway, yang melawat Nasy tu sebab famili dia kemalangan baru2 ni la gak. masa bulan puasa. sedih sket tengok mak dia terlantar kat katil. hari tu masa gi majlis bertunang dia, meriah je suasana. mak dia plak time tu sihat walafiat. doakan dia ngan famili dia cepat sembuh dan tabah menghadapi dugaan yang Allah beri..amiin..

p/s: minta maaf sangat2 kalau ada yang terase klu kami cam tak ajak konvoi yang ni. tapi yang dorang nih dak ex-SEMI yang aktif berbalas kat FB masa plan wat konvoi nih. walau ape pon, tolong jangan kecik hati kay? kalau boleh memang la nak wat reunion besar2an. tu sume pihak kena bagi kerjasama masing. tak boleh harapkan certain people je. masing2 kena usaha sama. just saying.. have the effort to actually get in contact with people. you can't expect everybody to remember you when you're the one putting the distance. =/

on a lighter note, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir n Batin again....

Kesah Raya Ku Part 1

2010-09-19T09:32:00.000+08:00

sebelum raya dah balik Johor. tolong2 atokmak anyam ketupat and menyebokkan diri di dapur. ade gak sempat wat kek batik. tak pasal2 aku cam rajin memasak je. tapi bukan masak ape pon. benda2 cam bakar kueh and buat kek je.. masak lauk cam haramm je aku nak wat. (well mak aku masak sedap.. keke)

then tibalah 1 Syawal.. beriye2 gi semayang kat masjid baru Air Tawar 2. tapi perempuan sket je. tu pon tak ramai orang muda. orang tua yang kuat rewang adela.. pastu bile balik tu nak amek famili ramai2 cam bese tapi asek lari jadual je. dah la tak ramai balik raya kali ni.. atas banyak sebab2 yang berlainan..

neway, ni gambar mase raya pertama ngan my sis, Nina.

btw, i made her tudung that way since she complained the green one was jarang. gaya baru la kununnye.. hua3.

then 2 Syawal lak bersiap2 gi beraya kat Muar, Bukit Pasir if i'm not mistaken. kampung mak. elok je sebelum magrib gi gerak ke Melaka plak..

3 Syawal.. sambung abeskan beraya di umah sedara mara kat Melaka.. penat penat..

4 Syawal dah ada kat umah. ingatkan nak sambung wat assignment or baca account. tapi kena kemas2 umah lak sebab nanti orang nak datang umah.. sambil2 tu wat benda2 lagha(internet and drama).. haish.. bile nak berubah tah.. -.-"

7 Syawal ade student2 abah datang umah ngan famili dorg. dak post-grad. seronok gak layan dorang sebab dorang berlainan bangsa dan bahasa XP ade yang dari Iraq, Iran and even from Afrika. ade kot gambar dorang tapi tak upload.. sebab dgcam lagi satu tu gi mane tah..

.... sambung part 2.

I'm Back!

2010-09-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

(yeah she's back - INFINITE. hehe..)

don't want to update about my raya just yet. not until I upload some pictures. neway, just got back from Melaka.. hoping to use the super fast wifi BUT... keciwa akhirnye.. apehal tah router tu.. jaga leklok salah.. tak jaga LAGI la salah.. ni pon gune broadband adek.

untuk tatapan pembaca.. layan la kejap 2NE1 ni ye.. lirik berkaitan pasal break up. untuk pihak perempuan.. more like.. an upgrade version of I Don't Care. ^^

p/s: Clap Your Hands was cool.. but Can't Nobody was.. so-so. sori awal2 bagi sesape yg tak paham.. ^^

SHRA~!

2010-09-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

that was me "extending" my inner thoughts to this blog. (referring to the previous post)

since i cant blog when i'm in johor(kampung), guess i'll say it right now.

kepada semua rakan2, bloggers, sedara-mara, saya, Raihan, ingin minta maaf dari hujung rambut ke hujung kuku kakiku yang belum dipotong(euw. i know. XP) atas segala salah tutur kata, budi bicara, tingkah laku dan gaya senyum(heh).

kepada kawan2 IND seperjuangan.. selit2kan lah masa siapkan sume assignments yang ade. nasihat ni untuk tuan empunya blog gak yang malas tahap langit ke-tujuh. -.-

sekian. wassalam.

p/s: balik johor malam ni lepas teraweh.. tapi baju tak packing lagi.. aiyaya.. pastu nak kne bwk "kerja" lak tu.. hurmm.. ada masa kah? kena adekan gak.............

yum.yum?

2010-09-07T13:47:00.000+08:00

honeycornflakes yang dibuat semalam.. menjadi. muahaha. dulu masa buat tak penah nak bakar pon sebab malas. kali ni bile try masuk oven.. it was good and it sticks nicely! hehe.. tapi xtau la leh bertahan tak sampai orang beraye datang umah. mesti dah abes dulu.. XP

hurmm snanye tengah mood confuse and sket bengang. bape lame aku tahan dari nak mencekik sesorang ni. ingatkan dah sedar diri. tapi cam takde harapan... dari sudut orang lain.. memang la nampak cam aku kena mengalah rite? tapi dengan situasi and perangai dak tu yang makin hampeh... boleh cakap... i'm refraining myself so.freaking.much.

aku taknak la wat huru hara. ye walaupon aku ni garang nak mampus.. she should know better that i have that darn sensitive spot. sometimes i feel like shouting "WON'T YOU GROW UP AND STOP BEING A B*TCH!". that kind of thing... -.-

you know that phase of "peer-pressure"? she's trying hard to be owh-so-cool-n-chic. she said she hates people on myspace camwhoring.. but isn't she just the same? doing the very pose she despises others? but in her case.. she just camwhored herself and printout those (barf-looking) pictures and pimp it up in her bedroom. yeah. sekarang dia dah anggap tu cam bilik dia. chet. dream on baby. i'll give you the pleasure but after the time's up.. you got to live with the FACT that you SHARE A ROOM with me.- your "evil" sister.

talk about ignorant and being selfish. huh. kids these days.. i hate them. can't stand it really. =.="

p/s: i really.really.really.really missed my old room at No.10 BBB.

reminiscence..

2010-09-06T10:26:00.000+08:00

wow.. it's been almost 4 years since I knew these guys. I actually got hooked up when I heard "Balloon" playing in one of my friend's blog. then I naturally youtube-d them. and I liked "Rising Sun" and "O.Jung.Bang.Hup". but at that time, i was only hearing their songs. it was my sister who explored their variety shows. then the rest was history.

it's different now with all the up-coming new groups debuting every month. and sadly... just sadly.. *sigh* I guess I stop for now.. gotta go.. =.="

p/s: enjoy their song.. Love In The Ice. video credit to the uploader of course.

Black&White

2010-09-06T09:07:00.000+08:00

syaz.. seperti biase.. kte xnak masuk contest. but i did this for you. ^^ hehe..

gambar ni.. amek kat johor. dah penah post kat blog sblm ni. tapi yang tu gambar kaler. ni hitam putih. suke3.

At times..

2010-08-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

At times you were shy

you couldn't talk to people properly

you would just stay quiet

and always listen what others would say.

At times you were straightforward

your thoughts were expressed

a little less burden at heart.

At times you were mad

you sometimes held it in

for the sake of those who truly cares

but other times

you just can't hold the flame.

At times you were happy

you like to share it with people

help spread the joy to world.

At times you were sad

you just let the tears flow

not because it's a sign of weakness

it's a sign of letting go

the depressing emotion.

At times you were tired

of all the things in life

you manage to get positive

and prepared for the worst

because when it came

you wouldn't feel as bad.

the "you" I'm talking about? .... is me.

p/s : may tomorrow be good.. Happy Merdeka people. Free your mind.

This "tudung" I wear

2010-08-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

They say, "Oh, poor girl, you're so beautiful you know
It's a shame that you cover up your beauty so."
She just smiles and graciously responds reassuringly,
"This beauty that I have is just one simple part of me.
This body that I have, no stranger has the right to see.
These long clothes, this shawl I wear, ensure my modesty.
Faith is more essential than fashion, wouldn't you agree?

This hijab,
This mark of piety,
Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.
A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

They tell her, "Girl, don't you know this is the West and you are free?
You don't need to be opressed, ashamed of your femininity."
She just shakes her head and she speaks so assuredly,

"See the bill-boards and the magazines that line the check-out isles, with their phony painted faces and their air-brushed smiles?
Well their sheer clothes and low cut gowns are really not for me.
You call it freedom, I call it anarchy."

This hijab,
This mark of piety,
Is an act of faith, a symbol,
For all the world to see.
A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.
So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.
Lift the veil from your heart and seek the heart of purity.

- Dawud Wharnsby's The Veil

insyaAllah kalau aku ada kesempatan.. aku nak citer suatu kesah pasal diriku dan tudung. ^^

Arigatou Nina-chan!

2010-08-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

hehe.. adek aku ade gi Jepun minggu lepas. dia ikut senior dia gi APDSA. ermm tak ingat maksudnye ape tapi pasal gathering student2 Dentistry.

dia citer.. kat sane pon panas gak. bahang sket aa dari kat sini. sebab sekarang kan Summer. nak citer pasal kat sane.. bukan pengalaman aku kan..huhu.. so aku cite pe benda yang aku dapat je kay?

keychain patung pakai yukata? yutaka? kimono? huhu..

selain patung ni dia belikan cardigan gak.. XP

tapi x amek pon gambar..

owh ye.. adek aku nih dia pi promot sejenis air dari jepon. rasenye tak kan jumpe kot kat sini. TAPI.. rasa air tu ade similar ngan air yakult. alaa air ala solivite perisa natural uh.. tapi yang ni cair sket. tin dorang cam besar. tak macam normal.. o.O

so ni laa air tu.. hehehe.. don't worry. air ni insyaAllah halal.. sebab kawan kepada kawan adek aku yang blaja kat sana dah check ingredient dah.. kan aku cakap.. taste air ni lebih kurang cam air yakult. and air yakult i like! therefore i like this water too.. hua3.. terbuat hipotesis lak... ^^

something

2010-08-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

Life is like a pen

and no matter how many times you try to pick up the eraser and erase the past, it’ll always be there. Instead of wasting your time trying to erase the past, learn from it, deal with it, and grow from it.

- got this from Kim TY's tumblr but not sure if he wrote it himself or got it from somewhere.

payce.

2010-08-21T13:06:00.000+08:00

i guess i do have that spontaneous adrenaline of saying something in a certain situation. i thought i could only get angry. since i'm pretty known for my short-tempered -ness. reading the Qur'an helps along with those who are supportive of me. i mean.. supported me about refraining from getting angry easily. helping to ease out the bad blood.

it's all good.

^_^

Dear Me,

2010-08-21T07:09:00.000+08:00

"How much more grievous are the consequences of anger that causes it"

- Marcus Aurelius

SempenaBulanRamadhan

2010-08-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

ingin diriku kongsi sesuatu.. sila tekan link bawah nih and tengok dulu video tu. ( tapi tak pasti kalau orang yang xde a/c FB leh tengok ke tak.huhu..)

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1581904676062

kalau share kat FB je.. takleh nak bagi pandangan panjang berjela2 kan.. so kongsikan kat sini jela.

yang pertama nak sentuh pasal hadis yang kat awal video tu. sebelum nih memang ade bace pasal "tak perlu mendedahkan aib sendiri" ni. lagi yang aku baca tu (kat suratkhabar) kat ruangan yang tulis masalah kat ustaz/ustazah tu.. ade sebut pasal kalau kita ade buat sesuatu yang mengaibkan diri kita atau senang cakap contohnya la kan.. simpan majalah 18+. CONTOHNYA.

ustaz/ustazah tu cakap/tulis yang kita tak perlu cerita2 kat orang atau berBANGGA yang kita simpan/baca/tengok majalah tu. hadis dalam video tu pon dah cukup jelas pon sebenarnya.....

hurmm lagi aku nak sentuh pasal orang yang bagi comment ni (kat bawah vid tu):
"alah..orang yg x suka pada hukum islam tu,mmg banyak alasan utk pertikaikannya....dunia akhir zaman...biasa lah...orang yg perangai mcm setan,pakai mcm x cukup kain pown boleh bercakap tentang agama sesuka hati di TV...contohnya para artis yg jahil..."

"mereka cakap pakai tudung atau tak..itu hak masing2...depa ingat Allah cipta hukum nie utk diri depa je ka??....dan ade sesetengah yg cakap"jangan jaga tepi kain orang"...tapi sebagai umat islam..kita harus menjaga tepi kain orang..kita kene menegur dan ditegur..itu lah hukum islam..nak x nak kene ikut..x suka pegi cari dunia lain..sbb dunia ini adalah milik Allah...dan kita sebagai HAMBA YANG HINA perlu mengikut suruhanNya.. "

maaflah kalau bahasa orang tersebut agak kasar. tapi itulah hakikatnya sekarang.

kadang bila bersabar ni ada batasnya.. bersabar dengan kerenah orang yang macam ______. dan bile ditegur/disentuh pasal perangai mereka, boleh pulak buat cerita yang bukan2. nak kata sampai ke tahap fitnah tu.. takla. tapi tu bukan ke dikira sebagai mengadu domba? alih2.. orang yang selama nih yang patut dikira berbudi(kat orang tu) tapi boleh pulak sekarang dipandang enteng (aku pon xpasti maksud aku ni sampai ke x.. -.-).

kalau nak cakap pasal buruk orang.. buruk sendiri pon timbang tara la balik. aku tau aku nih bukannya baik sangat. kalau baik sangat2.. senang je orang nak tindas aku. ejek/caci/maki aku then lepas tu senang je mintak maaf. pastu buat balik benda yang sama. berulang2.

salah ke kalau pendirian aku BERTEGAS untuk menjadi seperti ni?

sesungguhnya yang baik itu datang dari ALLAH dan yang buruk tu datang daripada diriku sendiri.

p/s: tahniah dan terima kasih buat sesiapa yang baca post nih sampai abes. may GOD bless U. doakan juga aku dapat maafkan orang yang menyakiti hatiku dengan ikhlas... amiin..

Cerita Bergambar - KL

2010-08-15T13:08:00.001+08:00

suatu hari berjalan-jalan di KL...

- Balai Polis Dang Wangi -

baru bukak so takde maklumat.

disuruhnya kami ke main HQ. =.=

- Chicken Mee Sua -

singgah makan kat KLCC

lepas cari maklumat kat DBKL

sedap je hujan lebat time tuh..

* sorry kalau korang terliur tengok nih ;P *

- Pusat/Museum Kraftangan Malaysia -

muka keletihan sebab berjalan jauh

mereka sempat shopping -.-

alhamdulillah masa jalan tu

hujan renyai2 je..

- Kaixin and June -

time nih baru lepas tengok

seorang lelaki kacak yang tinggi

muka cam familiar..

rupa2nye memang pelakon tuh..

tapi sorry la tak tau nama.. XP

- Batik -

jalan2 situ

tengok ape ada

- Gendang/Rebana (?) -

muka2 yang pegi aritu

- kerusi unik -

what is she doing?

lying around in public?? LOL.

time nih nak gerak balik dah

- SALE -

en.Yusof bawak kami ke sini

sebab nak naik monorail kat BB.

dekat katanya.

takde mase and tenaga nak shopping.

gambar pon jadik laa..

* sorry erni terpotong dlm gmbr.huhu *

- Johor -

next up..

a trip to Batu Pahat. ^^

p/s: i'm killing time. stuck on doing the questionnaire for research.. boo hoo.. dah la esok nak kena present. way to go on multitasking raihan. -.-"

IWantToCry

2010-08-10T00:19:00.000+08:00

so beautiful.. the piano part at the first part of the song...<3 T_T

- on replay till i sleep from tiredness...

p/s : OUR journey two days ago will be posted when there's pictures.. ^^ till then.

Pancaindera..?

2010-08-07T08:20:00.000+08:00

naah.. 6thsense la.. hehe.. eh betul ke stylize name grup tu cmtu or cmni >> sixthsense??

hurmm pape la.. u got the message. ^^

kesahnye ade member matrik dlu nih die ajak gi pesat konvo kat UKM, and bile sampai sane.. boleh plak member tu cakap (tambah2 org tu announce kuat gile nak mati) pasal sixthsense nih nak perform semalam. 4 lagu woo.. tapi sian kat org lain yg perform after that.

neway, since ktorg nih menyebok je kat situ (ktorg datang petang and stay sampai malam), lepas gi kedai member baru la ktorg gi cop tempat duduk. haha..

kalau tau guitarist tu lagi hensem.. bek duk kat tepi stage -.-

pape pon ktorg dpt duk depan sblh VIP. kui3. x caye sudey.. gmbr leh tgk2 kat tmpt syaz ye~

owh kawan2 yg diheret skali ke tapak konvo tu (but i didnt drive la hehe..) - kak Sara, Izan, Erni and Syaz yg kunun2nye nak balik awal tapi x jadi. muahaha..

p/s: special thanks to Meya (or Mia..? member Ezy) and rumate sebab bagi tumpang semayang ape sume.. hehe.. ^__^

2010-08-06T11:25:00.000+08:00

nae moriwa momi appa na chigum...

fieldwork!!

2010-08-06T09:37:00.000+08:00

yang memenatkan.. semalam boleh la kata duk jalan satu KL. as in.. JALAN.

KTM > jalan > LRT > jalan > bas > jalan lagi > monorail > jalan-jalan lagi..

aiseyh penat tapak kaki ku.. serius salah pakai sandal semalam. aiyoyo..

BUT.. sume penat x rase sangat bile ngan kawan2. thanx to kaixin and jun yang sudi "heret" diri ku most of the time.. haha..

yang gi lapan orang.. pulang pon lapan orang tapi sorang tu leh tukar jantina. kui3

aah ade satu makan tu cam sedap woo.. ade rase ala2 kimchi gak (wpon sblm nih x penah pon makan kimchi) kat KLCC foodcourt. name tempat tu Snack Itz. camtu la kot eja nye. makan Chicken Mee Sua. nanti la upload gambar. tah mane pi hilang nye usb tuh..

owh pagi tu bile nak inform kat lecturer yang ktorg wat fieldwork, ade plak lecture tengah jalan. (agak suke n bergembira la organism KONON nye sebab ktorg xde dalam kelas) *bukan salah kami otak korang proses ari isnin tu xde lecture.huh*

lepas dah camtu.. ktorg trus call dr.rizal kul 9lebih lepas sampai KLSentral tanya pasal pelepasan klas. time tu gak aa doc cakap pasal klas isnin depan x sempat wat presentation (YE KTORG TAU LEBIH AWAL. WALAUPON TAK DATANG KELAS. tak perlu menggelabah bajet bagus)

- kalau ktorg busuk ati.. xde nye ktorg nak pass the message kat sorg dak laki nih. kelaka sungguh otak korg berfungsi ye. Oops! mane la tau kalau2 aku salah yang korang nih dah tau pasal info tuh sehari sebelum ke ape ke. duh. yeah right.

grateful

2010-08-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

so be THANKFUL and GRATEFUL. stop whining and complaining and LIVE WITH IT.

catatan

2010-08-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

mak bagi bawak keta dia masa balik dari PKNS. hehe.. one smooth ride i tell ya. ^___^

wifi~~~~~

2010-07-29T18:28:00.000+08:00

hepi2~

cik tadi sungguh baik dan penyabar.. bagus la camni.. lepas nih dah tak takut2 lagi nak call.

WiFi streamyx FTW!!!!~~ yeargh~ be.jealous. XP

Al-kisah..

2010-07-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

ceritera hamba bersama-sama empat rakan hamba yang lain menjejak diri ke dunia IKEA.

kay kay aku cter simple je. payah benor wat ayat classic. dah la BM aku cm cacat.. huhu.. tangan penat drive so let's read it in point form, shall we?

1. GPS ade memudahkan perjalanan. tapi lagi 5-6min nak smpai IKEA, mati lak tetibe..
2. seb bek Earnie ingat sket2 bile dah nampak bangunan tu.
3. parking tempat baik punye sebab weekday kan.
4. jalan-jalan-jalan and jalan lagi. gi breakfast kat McD.
5. start masuk IKEA.
6. punye la rambang mata! bape kali tah nak suh fokus.
7. jalan-jalan cari idea.
8. belek-belek sana sini. tengok system, design, material etc. amek2 gambar cam umah sendiri.
9. dah dekat kaunter, beli selimut biru lembut. hehe.. compulsive buying.
10. kaki dah teramat-amat sakit. tak sangka leh round semua kawasan IKEA dengan jayanye.
11. gi kua dari IKEA, jalan kat the Curve. terserempak ngan Nicole David. kecik je orang nye. orangnye mcm baik. sayang x amek gambar tadi sbb ktorg sebok amek gmbr sndri hehe.
12. punye la round nak makan murah, last2 makan kat the Chicken Rice shop.
13. time nak balik, asek sumpah seranah papan tanda jalan sebab mengelirukan orang.
14. alhamdulillah lepas sesat satu kali tu leh balik dengan aman wpon ade jem sket tadi.

conclusion - idea tuk project xde la sangat tapi lebih membuka minda. hahaha.. -.-"

aku penat k dah bye. gambar nanti. tak kumpul dari mereka-mereka.